Living For Today

Chapter 12

Sofie POV

"Who are you texting?" Sami asked as she sat down next to me. I read through my last few texts and they were all from the same person. She texted me and told me she got my number from Ed. I didn't mind. She said she wanted to be here for me.

She was really nice so far from our small conversations. I smiled at the joke she texted me and answered my friend "Just Taylor.'" '"Did she apologize?" I nodded.

"She said that it was her management who wanted a new story. " I didn't doubt it. Management everywhere for anyone was just horrible. Only ever wanted to be on the cover not what was really right. "Fair enough. .." she laughed and then she stood up. "Wanna be in my next video? Actually first do you want to come with me to buy a new camera and camcorder? "

I raised my eyebrows at her. It had only been three weeks since we got back from France and as far as I knew she didn't have a job. "I have 90, 000 subscribers and that means I get money for it." She shrugged and my eyes went wide. "You're famous!!!" She laughed at me. "I wouldn't say that."

Louis POV

"Get up." And all I got as a responce was a grunt. '' I'm dead serious Harry. Your mom has gotten to the point that she phoned ME. What am I supposed to tell her?" he continued to snore and I wasn't sure he'd even remember this encounter, if he even actually got up.

I went and got a glass of water and stood there contemplating whether or not to actually do it. Would he hurt me? he usually let his temper get the best of him. And when he was drumk, which lately was all the time, it was even worse. I took a breath and put the glass down. "Sofie wants to talk to you!" I spoke loudly to him and he shot up.

His face lit up even in his sleepy state amd he looked around the room . his eyes landed on me and I instantly felt like a horrible friend. "C'mon Lou..." the dissapointment I his eyes hurt even me. "Its not funny man. I just. Let me sleep " he slurred a little. I pulled at his shoulder and handed him some water amd meds.

"You need to get a grip." He looked at me confused. "It doesn't even matter now." Was all he said and walked slowly into his bathroom. I sighed and went to the kitchen. I poured the half empty bottle of whisky down the drain amd decided to try back later.

Jade POV

"Liam you gotta try..." I encouraged him to talk to Gillian. Heck I even went over there and tried to talk to her. She won't talk to anyone except Zayn amd he said that even still its a minimal conversation. He suggested taking her to the doctors for different medication to help. But none of us can actually gey her up.

'"What do I say? I mean... doesn't she need space?" He asked while playing with his hands. Sometimes this boy could be so clueless. He needed to be there for her. "Here. Okay. Just try getting her up for a shower yeah?" she did get up to go to the bathroom by herself thank goodness and thay included showering relatively often which i was also glad about.

He looked at his hands that he was still playing with and ran them through his short hair a few times before standing up. "Okay." Was all he said and with that he left.

Gillian POV

That day was particularly worse. That day I realized it had been almost a momth since I had spoken to anyone except Zayn and even when I did it was usually jusy yes or no. I sighed thinking about how everything had changed and how no one really cared.

Liam didn't even bother trying anymore. I missed him. I just wanted him to come up and kiss me or something. He had left earlier, probably to go talk to normal people. People who didn't ruin his life or make him frustrated because they don't respond when he talks. I didn't even know why I was still there.

I started to cry and I cried hard. No one was around so I was left to myself as I sat there on the living room floor. That's when it crossed my mind. I didn't really need to be there. No one would really miss me considering only Jade and Zayn ever tried to come over. I was about to get up when Liam walked through the front door. I held hia gaze and his eyes were so warm and inviting. "Gillian...?" Was all he said.

I didn't know why I didn't answer. I was afraid of my own voice at that point. I just looked away and began to cry again and he slowly walked back out the door. I looked up and whispered probably the worse words to come from my mouth in a week. "Come back?..."

Zayn POV

"Why are you back so soon man?" He walked through our door again only after leaving for about five minutes. "I just couldn't. She doesn't even want me. She won't talk to me. She barely looks at me. And I made her cry today." He slumped down on the couch. I sat down beside him and handed him a drink. "Keep trying. Have you tried to you know... touch her?" Jade rolled her eyes at me. "Not in that way!" I protested.

"Like a hug or just a hand hold? " I cautiously asked the very sad boy beside me. He shook his head. "I guess ill try that. But I think she just needs space right now."

Niall POV

We walked over to Lou's because he said he had something's to show us. We walked in and Moriah came jumping at us. "I got the venue!" She practically yelled. I didn't care much for the planning. We said we'd pay her if we could just show up and everything could be done.

They talked to us about the plans while my mind wandered somewhere else. I thought about Liam. I hadn't talked to him in a while. Well, I hadn't talked to anyone except Lou in a while. But no one seemed to care so why should I? I supposed we were all fine.

"Niall are you even listening?" Lou snapped and I turned towards him. "Yeah That sounds good." They both smiled at Sarah and I and truth was I had no idea what they just said to me. Sarah smiled faintly at me and then said she was hungry. We hadn't eaten breakfast so we decided to go out.

Andy POV

I laid on my bed and thought about Sami. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't just go back. Not after all those rumours and the the texts. I frowned at me phone as I got another one. [Mate. Your girlfriend is pretty good In bed. Thought I'd let you know.] I hated him.

He basically told everyone they were together but technically Sami and I weren't broken up. We hadn't talked in over a month. But apparently since her and Nathan were a thing now why should I even bother. He just likes to rub it in my face too. That little prick. I thought that maybe she would at least tell me herself though. I guess not.

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AUTHORS NOTE::

tbh guys I don't hate Nathan Sykes and Taylor. just for any of you who might be offended or anything. no hate.

-Gill