Living For Today

Chapter 41

Andy POV

I turned on the telly and I heard a name I didn't like. "Nathan Sykes" I rolled my eyes and flipped the channel. I couldn't even think about that guy. I had choice words for him and uttered them under my breath towards a certain pop star. I ignored another text from Li telling me how everyone missed me. I highly doubted it.

What with youtube and a wedding, they probably forgot I even existed. I made a keek of all my shoes because I was cleaning out my closet, but once that was done I laid on the floor and stared at the ceiling. I tried not to think about Sami, and in turn only thought about her more. I frowned as my phone vibrated profusely.

I turned the tv back on and flipped channels mindlessly.

"tonight on celebrity gossip. " the fit tv show host spoke with more pep than I had had in the whole last month of my life. " first One Directions Harry Styles on another date with singer Taylor Swift" I got really tired of hearing about how Harry was being an ass. And a drunken one at that. I was about to turn it off when she spoke again.

"And tonight. The Wanted's Nathan Sykes gets close to an up and coming youtuber, Sami S." If I had been drinking water I would have spit it out. I choked on my own breath and my eyes went wide at the picture of him letting her into a seat. I gritted my teeth and checked twitter as I started to cry. I made sure not to check my feed in case she tweeted something romantic to her new boyfriend...

[ @andysamuels31 buzzing. Gonna go grab a drink.]

I sounded alright right? I mean I was fine with it. Sami had other people. I did too right? Right?

Everyone of my friends back home told me they were sorry about what was now all over the inrernet. I was The one who couldn't get over a girl who clearly was over me. I started to cry even more and turned my phone off.

I felt pathetic but I knew this time I really was. I cried for her as I got out a bottle of vodka. Sami was the most amazing person ever and now she was with some other guy who probably gave her everything. He was the famous one. I was just some friend of Liam's. I wasn't special. She was. And I didn't blame her for kissing him. I never did.

I looked at myself in the mirror and was disgusted with my eyes, the fact that I hadn't shaved in a few weeks and my smile. Then I looked at my hair and pulled at it. I was so stupid thinking that maybe if I waited we'd eventually be fine. I knew that's what Harry did and now none of them even talked to him. Maybe we were all drifting apart after all....

The vodka burned as I guzzled it back and mixed with tears it hurt even more than I expected.

Sofie POV

I cried to Gillian because, I wasn't sure what to even do. After that she convinced me that I should go Dance or get out a bit because she knew how I felt. Well sort of. I left quickly trying to push the panic in the back of my mind.

She decided to stay home with Liam. Sarah and Niall were out with Moriah talking about the wedding. Zayn and Jade were probably at home. Lou was... I didn't know where Louis was actually. Maybe we a were all drifting apart after all....

I wondered as I looked over at the door to see Sami walk in with Sam. Sam was a bit taller than her and she was right close next to him. They were kinda cute. I decided to question her about her date and she cried in the bathroom.

"he's a prick. Who isn't any good for you anyways. But we can tweet bad things about him." I assured her with a smirk once we went back to the bar. I wasn't going to drink so I opted for coke. Sam came up and took Sami's attention away quickly. I smiled at them and wondered if they'd be a couple. Maz had sobered up a bit and came to sit with me. "Hey babe. Sam looks like he's working it." he nodded towards our friends as they whispered to each other.

"I guess so." I laughed a bit. Sami was almost contagious with her bright smile and laugh. Sometimes, her and I would laugh so hard we would cry. I started to remember back to high school and how we'd sit in french class listening to Jade and Gillian fight about something pointless then one of them would say something so stupid we'd all laugh till we couldn't breathe. ..

A lot had changed since then. I almost started to cry reminiscing on the old times before we began names that people actually knew. My thoughts we loudly interrupted by Maz. "do you think there's something going on?" he pointed again at Sami and Sam. I shrugged my shoulders. They did look cute. Maz continued to speak to me over the music. "I'm gonna text Andy and tell him he might lose her" I rolled my eyes.

He wasn't here. He's already lost her.