Living For Today

Chapter 50

AUTHORS NOTE ::

WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING. haha well I hope you're all ready. And I'm sorry it's been such a long process. And I'm sad to say it'll be coming to an end soon only a few more chapters now.

Hope you like them.

Love you guys.

-Gill

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Omniscient POV

They all got up from the two separate rooms they were in to go and get ready to walk in. Some late comers were still trickling in as most of the bride and grooms friends went to the hallway. Niall was about to throw up but was really excited. Sarah didn't know how she felt and then realized that she still hadn't asked anyone to be her maid of honour.

She racked her brain and since Louis was the best man, Moriah could be the maid of honour and she did plan the entire wedding.

"Moriah." Sarah said quietly as the girls filed out of the room in single file with their smaller bouquets that matched her bigger on of white and lightly dyed flowers. She turned around to look at the beautiful bride in front of her and smiled.

"yeah?"

"will you be my maid of honour?" She said hesitantly and Moriah smiled widely. Honored that she had asked. She agreed with a hug and Sarah thought that maybe that's what was getting at her nerves but it wasn't. She still felt bad and she didn't know why. 'just butterflies' she told herself.

Moriah walked out past her friends to the front and went straight to Louis to tell him the news.

"I'm maid of honour." She said, pushing aside the fact that she was still mad at him. He smiled and went to kiss her but she moved her head so he pecked her cheek. He sighed, the time was now to apologize.

"Moriah?" he looked at her and she did at him as he took her hands in his. He pulled them into the room next to them which had tables and chairs set up. Maybe a Sunday school classroom Moriah thought as she sat down on one of the desks. Louis ran his fingers behind his neck as he thought of words to say to her.

"Moriah, I'm sorry. And I know that's not enough right now but I want to make it up to you. You were right the whole time and I should've just told my mum but I was scared. I was a coward and you were right. And I'm tired of fighting and of yelling at you because I know it'll happen in the future but I don't want it right now. I want to be as happy as possible and talk through things and I know this won't cut it but being here makes me realize I want to spend the rest of my life with you. And I'm sorry. I can't go another day without you. And the wedding looks beautiful and that was all you." he spoke quickly as he poured his feelings out to the girl sat in front of him.

She thought about how much he meant his words and knew he did. She felt the same way, about fighting and stood up slowly and closed the gap between them. She kissed him softly and he smiled into the kiss as tears stung both of their eyes.

"I've missed you, you dork." She laughed and he wiped a tear away.

"so we're okay?" She nodded and reaffirmed her answer with another soft kiss.

While they were having their little heart to heart, Niall walked out to the front of the line and got ready to go into the chapel. He looked at his friends and the girls there, no one talked and Louis and Moriah were missing. The girls looked beautiful and that only made him more nervous about seeing Sarah.

"we have to wait a little longer for everyone to arrive. Some guests just got here." a man with a headset came into the hallways and explained. Niall was getting restless but tried to keep his mind off the wedding as he thought about back home and when he was a young kid.

Liam stood there and held Gillian's hand as she glared at Harry who was staring at Sofie who was talking to Sami about baby plans. Despite what everyone thought or had come across as, they were all excited for the baby but she was a little scared.

"look." Liam whispered and pointed to Harry who went and tapped Sofie on the shoulder. She turned around to face him and noticed their outfits matched. She smiled weakly at him, truthfully wanting to hug him and have him tell her everything was going to be alright but she knew it wouldn't happen.

He didn't know what he wanted to say, well, he had too much to say and not enough time to say it. But he knew he had a few minutes. Louis and Korean walked out behind him holding hands and he knew he just had to suck up his pride and say it.

"I've been a dick." She scoffed but he took her hand and was surprised when she didn't move away. "I love you with everything I have and you don't realize these things until they're gone and dammit, I was being ridiculous. I'm never getting drunk again and you may not believe me but I promise with all of my heart to love you and love this baby and to help in any way possible. And if that's leaving forever, I'll do it if that's what you want." he was crying by this point and gripping her hands so hard she had to pull them away.

His face dropped as she took her hands away until they found this face. She had so many emotions and all her memories of how much she loved the curly haired boy in front of her came rushing back as she stroked his face. He smiled weakly as she began to cry.

"don't you dare do that to me again." She wept and sniffles out. He laughed through tears and wiped her cheeks dry.

"I won't I promise. So does that mean you'll take me back?" he asked nervously. He so desperately wanted to go back and change everything he did wrong but he knew he couldn't. And he knew this was the knly chance be had. She smiled tenderly at him.

"Harry, I forgive you. But we can't just go back to the way things were." She sighed because she knew she was breaking him and his face fell. "but we'll work on it okay?" She suggested and that one sentence sparked enough hope for both of them to go on with their lives and make things work.

Sami stood back and, as much as she was mad at Harry for everything she put Sofie through, she knee they belonged together. That despite how happy Maz could make her, Harry was the one she was the one she was in love with. She just looked up at him like he was the thing she had missing, and he was.

Gillian rolled her eyes a bit as Liam squeezed her hand.

"you know they're good for each other." he whispered and she knew he was right but she didn't want to believe it. He still hadn't talked to her for months and she was still mad at him for all those nights ago when he blamed her and Liam for all of their problems.

As she though about the last time they talked, Sofie whispered in Harry's ear. Obviously no one else could hear was was said but he knew Sofie was right. He made his way over to Gillian and Liam and stood there for a second as Gillian looked everywhere but at him.

"Gillian. I want to say I'm sorry. I know I caused what happened," before he even explained himself she started to cry. Just remembering what happened and how different they all were, "don't cry Gill. Cmon. Okay well, I want you to know that I don't think anyone was as excited as I was to find out you were pregnant. And I guess I just needed to blame someone for my troubles and I was already high strung and stuck on myself and it wasn't fair for anyone, especially not you." he sighed in relief. He finally had said sorry to everyone, except Maz but he had texted him early that morning.

She cried into Liam's side and then shuffled and stood straight up.

"you hurt her again Hazza and I swear" She laughed a little while pointing to sofie who had no idea what was being said. "and I forgive you. Now, stop making me cry." She pushed him away playfully and smiled. With that gesture he knew he had her back in his life.

"guess we're all back together again" Zayn smiled at us all and we all smiled back. But not everyone, Andy still wasn't there. And ed and Shelby, who had been on tour were due back any day. Sami tried to look like she wasn't phased but she was. She missed Andy and wad sad he wasn't there and that her plan hadn't worked.

Someone with headphones and a mic came up to the group and told them it was a go. They all took a deep breath and started for the chapel that was down the hall and to the right.