Living For Today

Chapter 17

Liam POV

I spent a long time in the bath. I eventually heard Lou yell and probably a very drunk Harry in the hall and decided i should probably sleep. I wrapped myself in a towel on the ground and went to the laundry room. I contemplated getting food or not but decided it would kill me just like every other time to see Gillian lying on the couch restless.

I slumped to my bedroom and stoped at the door. the slow rise and fall of our burgundy duvet on her side made me smile. She came to bed. For the first time in over a month. I quickly scrambled to the bed and got under the covers. I moved closer to her and wrapped my arms around her torso. She moved in her sleep and the whispered to me. "Not tonight Liam." It broke my heart.

Sarah POV

I wanted to wear Niall's Christmas jumoer to bed as it was the warmest thing we owned and I was freezing. I looked around the boys flat only to find it wasn't there. I figured everyone would be asleep so sneaking into the flat next to ours which was also, half, ours wouldn't be a problem right?

Niall was dead to the world as I snuck out of bed. I walked through the hall, past the kitchen and living room and out the front door. I slowly opened the other front door to not wake the girl I assumed was still on the couch.

When we had gotten back she olanted herself there and Niall and I tried to avoid conflicts so we grabbed most of our stuff we needed and stayed in the other flat. When I opened the door I was surprised to see the couch empty. I walked into my room and grabbed Niall's jumper after searching for a minute. I heard people in it the hall and the main bathroom door open. I held mt breath because I didn't want things to be awkward.

As I went to leave once concluding the coast was clear I walked into the hallway and stopped when I heard a gasp. I took one step back and put my ear to the door. It wasn't right of me but I listened. "Not tonight Liam." I don't even remember the last time I heard her speak. I wonder how Liam felt.

I walked out the front wearing the jumper quite pleased with my stealth until I heard low giggles coming from the other side. "Harry go to bed."

Sofie POV

"Harry styles!" I woke up from my spot on the couch? When had I fallen asleep? What time was it? Lou whispered loud enough that I could sort of hear. I put my ear to the door and tried to listened. I watched him out the peep hole in the door. Was that weird?

He sat there drunk for a while and I wanted to go out there and slap him. He made me so angry always getting drunk like that. Why was he so drunk all of the time? How many girls had he been with in this state? other than Taylor how many girls had he flirted with and ugh... it made me mad thinking about it.

Sarah ran out one room, in the nexr then out again. "Harry go to bed." He giggled at her. "Kiss me first." I stormed away from the door and into bed. Was he already over me? Did he like Sarah? Did I really dislike him as much as I tried to convince myself I did? yes. I did.

Harry POV

"Kiss me first." I slurred and she looked at me like I was crazy. "Harry you're drunk stop..." I shook my head at her. "I'm not that drunk. And isn't that the way you get over girls?" She looked at me confused.

"Like lets say you broke up woth a boy and you want to get over him. Just kiss another guy right? To forget about him? Cause I sure as hell need to forget about Sofie." I paused and she sat down next to me, "I love her.God, I love her so much it hurts. And she doesn't want a thing to do with me. And I try to get drunk and forget her but I can't. I can't do it..." I started to cry and I looked over at the girl who looked awkwardly back. "I'm sorry.. I'll go to bed now." And with that I got up and left.

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AUTHORS NOTE::

HEY GUYS. so .. do you think Liam and I (or "Gillian"... awk) will finally talk? What will happen with Harry and Sofie?

also, I'm adding a few more characters. like Maz and Sam pepper and eventually other YouTubers. so go check them out and this will be a lot less confusing for you haha .

thanks!!!

-Gill