Living For Today

Chapter 22

AUTHORS NOTE::

guys I'm so sorry! its been like forever. my life is cray right now. work then bball then work the ball then... well yeah. I'm notsur I like this chapter but hope you do. be prepared. its gonn get crazy!

-Gill

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Liam POV

I heard someone come In as I laid down and I knew it was Gillian because I heard her take a deep breath as she got closer to the door. I turned over and we just looked at each other for a few minutes. I tried to guess what she was thinking. I couldn't.

"Coming to bed?" I patted the space next to me. She smiled awkwardly and nodded slightly as she walked to the closet. She came out after a minute in a pair of sweat pants and her own jumper. I kinda missed her sleeping in my clothes...

I tried to move closer but she just moved further away. I got the hint. We slept like roomates on either sides on the bed. I desperately wanted it to be like it used to be.

Sami POV

My phone rang at a very early hour of the morning. I picked up and grunted as a hello. I wasn't sure who's number it was but I was barely awake. "Come to the lift. They won't let me on!" I recognized the hyper voice. I didn't care what I looked like cause it was just Maz.

"Hey girl!" He said in his fake american accent. "Ello." I tipped my imaginary hat to him. He shook his head and laughed as he looked my up and down. I was in one of Andy's old shirts and it made it half way down my thigh considering the height difference. He cocked an eyebrow at my choice of pyjamas until I blushed as I realized what I was wearing. "If you tell him you die." He laughed along as we entered my flat.

Lou POV

I rolled over and was met with wild curly brown hair. I realized at that moment that Moriah probably went to bed with wet hair and I decided to not make a snide remark about it and just let her sleep. As I rolled off the bed she mumbled in her sleep and I smiled. I decided to make some tea.

I finished toast and tea and decided that was about good. I walked into our room as quietly as possible until something got in my way and I tripped waking Moriah up. Luckily, I held the tray in my grasp and managed to only make a small puddle on the ground from tea. "Morning Mo." I smiled at her as she stretched and sat up.

"What are we going to do today Mr. Tomlinson? " she asked as though she was a little kid. She was adorable. I still got lost in her hazel, green and blue eyes. So many colours. I poked at her side. "What does Ms Scottney want to do today?" I asked politely back. She pondered my question and stroked her imaginary facial hair.

"Well Sofie is mad at me.I'm not her biggest fan. Sarah and niall are in their owm little bubble. Harry is a drunk. Sami is always busy. Jade is usually with Liam. Zayn is always with Gillian. I'm always planning this wedding and I'm tired of it. Let's go drive around!" She suggested. I took into account her accurate descriptions of everyone. I liked the idea. I was tired of going to the gym all the time anyways.

Gillian POV

I woke up with a start, a cold sweat and my breath heavy. I looked to my side as Liam flinched away. Was he just holding my hand? I doubted it as he didn't seem to interested in me as of late. I got up and decided to shower.

I peered into the mirror and cringed at the sight of my hair. Brown roots growing into the blonde hair. I'd have to get that fixed. I took longer that I should have in the shower till the water went cold. It had been well over an hour since I had gotten in. I felt like it was required though.

There were voices in the living room that I recognized as the irish one and my little sister. SarahJean wasn't actually my sister but due to the fact that neither one of us had one we had both adopted the other so to speak. I wasn't sure I was ready to talk to them. What would I say? Thanks for ruining my life? Why couldn't you just let us get married? The stress was helped by you two yo u know?

No.

I slowly walked to the kitchen that was attached open to the living room and the talking stopped. Sarah stood up and walked over to me. What was that about? "How's are you?" It was extremely awkward and I wasn't sure why. I shrugged my shoulders and continued on my persue of breakfast. I guessed she decided to not worry about continuing the conversation and went back to the living room.

"I'm gonna go..." I stated awkwardly as she looked at me and smiled. I wasn't sure where we were at with our friendship but I figured I'd leave it for a bit.