Living For Today

Chapter 20

Harry POV

It had only been a day since I had confessed to Sarah I still loved Sofie. I felt pathetic. All I did was get drunk. God. I was turning into Ed. He went through a breakup a few years ago and all he did was drink for like a week. Except the only difference is that its been like almost two months.

I decided to go to a club and maybe just try to have fun. I called up Rita and we went out as friends. Within minutes she was gone and probably drunk, no surprise there. Some girls came up to me and asked for an autograph which I gladly gave. "Someone's here you might want to talk to." The one girl giggled and I looked at her confused until i heard my voice from the other side of the bar.

"Harry! How are you doing?" She gave me a sympathetic look and placed her hand on my shoulder. "I sorta heard what happened. I feel horrible. Its all my fault." Taylor began to cry in front of me and I felt horrible. I hated seeing girls cry. "No its alright love." I assured her and she sat beside me.

"I've heard Sofies already moved on ..." she looked at me with a sad smile. "I talked to her and she said she doesn't ever want to get back together with you. I explained it was my fault but she said she didnt care." My heart literally dropped. I couldn't breathe. I tried to force back tears as she moved closer. "If you need anything Harry I'm here for you." And for the first time I decided maybe I did need a little comfort. I turned to her and hugged her with everything I had. "Thanks."

Liam POV

"Well when are you thinking of going?" I asked a little sad at the thought of them moving. Jade looked at me and smiled. '' just across town. Not like we're leaving the country! But we're not really sure yet. It might not even happen."

As much as I didn't want them to leave I knew it was probably the nest thing for them. I knew it would be an important step for them. Zayn wouldn't admit it but it got to him sometimes, us being together all the time. I didn't blame them for thinking about moving.

Andy POV

"No no no. Don't. Cause then I'll be here alone." I tried to stop Maz as he typed away his message to Sami. He asked for her number. He said he "wanted to be the first one to do a collab with the girls before they got bigger than him."

"Or you could just come with me? And get the girl of your dreams back?" He suggested and I shook my head. She didn't want me back. She seemed happy. Sam came in with his bags all packed. "I'm going home to London and anyways i know you watch all her videos like a million times each." I blushed. Okay maybe I did...

"Its alright. You guys go ahead. Maybe I'll come visit later." I assured them as Maz went to pack.

Sofie POV

When I got home from the club I talked to tbe girls. "How was it?" I shrugged. "It was fine. I lost Taylor though. Not sure where she went but I found Rita. She seemed like she wasn't telling me something. But I don't know. I danced. It was fun I guess." Gillian and Sami smiled at me. "Guess who's coming to visit?"

I met Maz a few times before but never for a real conversation. Before I knew the boys and Harry I had a huge crush on Maz. He was just so funny and his videos were genius. Maybe now since Harry clearly didn't want anything to do with me I could maybe like other people. But I doubted Maz would like me back.

Gillian POV

I went over to Zayn's after Sami's. I didnt really want to talk to Liam more than I had to. I knew he was sorry but I didn't know if we would ever really be the same. He didn't seem like he really really wanted to be here for me. So I went to Zayn.

"I think we're gonna move." I was a little taken back. It didn't surprise me though. I encouraged him with this idea. I hooed maybe soon I could move out. See what life had to offer. But then there was Liam... "how are you and Liam? " I shook my head. How were we?

"Well we went for breakfast and I don't know. He just brought back so many feelings that I didn't want and I giess I just don't want to talk about what happened just cause I know I'll just get sad again..."

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AUTHORS NOTE::

I was sick all day so figured I'd write. hooe you guys are liking it. so Taylor is uh... fun? again. no hate. you think its dramatic now? oh just you wait. haha

thanks for reading guys. remember to like it and comment and share and stuff

-Gill