Living For Today

Chapter 42

AUTHORS NOTE ::

hey guys so it's almost wedding time! Hope you're liking it. I'm really enjoying spending some time writing it. There will be kind of a part two to this chapter as well.

-Gill

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Omniscient POV

"look. Louis just tell your mom!" Moriah yelled at him once more late at night. She had spent her whole days planning every aspect of a wedding that she was beyond excited for. All Louis did in her eyes was go get stupid tattoos and work out. "and did you want to stop wearing these ratty clothes?!" She tried to think back on how this fight even started, or any of their other ones, but she couldn't.

"oh, so now you hate my clothes and my tattoos and apparently everything I do! I'm trying to protect my little sister! Mum knows she's doing fine she just doesn't know where she is!" Louis was tired of constant fighting. He used to go Harry about all this but Harry was off doing god knows what so he confided in Liam.

Moriah stepped closer to him and glared at him. "you're so weak!" She spit at him. "oh am I?" he cocked an eyebrow and she took it as a challenge. "it's because you do everything to please everyone else and you can't see its screwing you up! And it's making you a prick" he knew it was true but would never admit she was right about him not talking to anyone except Liam and only fighting with her, if that.

"What?" he greeted his teeth. She stepped even closer as they stared into each others eyes. She brought her hand up and nudged his shoulder with one finger with every word she spoke. "you are spineless Louis Tomlinson." he wanted to scream at her. "dammit Moriah! I'm sorry I'm not as perfect as you apparently thought I was." he refrained from saying anything else and walked out of the flat.

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"we need to tell them... " Jade spoke as she smoothed Zayn's hair away from his eyes while his head was in her lap. He rolled over on the couch to look at her instead of the telly. He knew the only reason she was saying that was because Niall went on a big rant about how he was glad Liam and Gill didn't get married and how they were glad they were honest with him with everything.

Zayn felt bad but Jade was afraid they would never forgive them if they didn't tell anyone till after the wedding. " maybe we should tell just our parents? " She suggested and he gave her a scared expression with big eyes. "No way! My parents will kill me. Well, mostly mum cause she wasn't invited" he joked but he knew not many people would like it.

Jade was feeling uneasy with the whole thing, a few times she forgot to take off her ring when they went out in public which caused many rumours which would have to be denied. Zayn always felt bad he and Jade had to lie so much and would never admit how much it bothered him. She sat him up and got off the couch as she pinched her nose. She felt a little pressured and had no clue what to do.

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Harry had no clue what to do. He sat in some dark apartment that Taylor bought whenever she was in London. She was doing the UK leg of her tour so she seemed to always get back to the busy city. Harry hated himself for what he was and he used to think that drinking away the pain was the answer. It wasn't, so he sobered up but couldn't handle the press anymore.

Phone calls with management were constant. They were mad a him for being a drunk, not for practically cheating or leaving his friends behind. He cried most nights until Taylor got back and they'd go out to dinner or something. He made sure he slept in a seperate bed because he really didn't want anything to happen. But he was afraid something would if he ever got too drunk.

He wanted to go home but how could he? He thought to himself for a long time and then he remembered the wedding was in a week.... Which meant he had to face everyone.

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Sami tried not to face anyone and spent her time with the youtubers and making videos. She seemed to always be with Sam despite the guilt she had for the potential rumours that would spike. She knew Maz was texting Andy about them and she didn't mind much because that meant maybe he'd come back. But she knew he never would. But she was how well happy.

Maz would text Andy everything they did or said and Andy fed off of his words. He got quite sad at first then just got pissed. Who the hell did Sam think he was?! Obviously she used to date him so why would he even go for something who used to be with Andy? That was a no go. Liam would continue to text him as well, telling him the wedding was almost here, how he could be in the wedding party and how apparently everyone missed him. He doubted it still. Niall would have phoned if he had really wanted him there.