Living For Today

Chapter 33

Andy POV

I flipped channels on the telly as I mindlessly repeated words from Sami's last youtube video. I didn't know what else to do. Some rerun on an award show was on.

"Sami" my head snapped up to the name said on the screen mounted on the wall. I saw the lads from the wanted and I instantly felt mad towards Nathan. He is the one who ruined this. And now Sami is happy on her own. I made the mistake of going on twitter. There were hundreds of questions asking about how I felt about "Sathan". Apparently it was trending but I decided to not look.

Well, looks like she's playing 'hard to get' with Nathan. I figured it was only a matter of time till she actually fell for him too. I cringed at the thought of them. God, I missed her. But I wouldn't admit it to anyone. I was still that care free guy on the outside. I decided to make a keek of me with my chips I was eating. I asked everyone to get "chandy" trending. I thought it would be a funny.

Louis POV

"hah. Look what's trending." I pointed to the screen as Mo walked in with a giant box in her hands. "candy, chips and Andy." She rolled her eyes and clearly didn't think it was funny, even though I thought it was clever. She faced me on the couch and sighed. "Louis you need to tell your mother. Jay is worried sick"

I sighed and shook my head. "I can't do that Moriah and you know that" there was frustration on my voice and it was weird that we both used each others full names. We never did that except when things were serious. "you are worried sick. And it'll be good. She'll forgive you. So will Lottie. A text message every other day from your sister to your mom is not enough and you know that."

I was a little upset that she thought that it was that easy. Lottie would hate me and so would mum. And Lottie won't tell me the whole truth. She talked to Gillian but every time I tried to get information from her she'd tell me that it wasn't her place to tell me. I was really stressed and no one really knew. Except Mo.

"Louis." She said sternly. I looked at her and shook my head. I didn't want to fight. "look Mo..." She put her hand up to stop me. I hated when she did that. I resisted the urge to scream and decided to change the subject. "what's in the box."

She glared at me and shook her head. "it's Sarah's dress. And she won't even try it on. I'm a bit thinner but I have to make sure the neckline hangs the right way. Should I just try it on?" I knew it was stressful for her. We had a little over a month till the wedding.

I waiting the the living room until she walked out. Lottie was sitting in the kitchen with a bowl of cereal. Mo walked out and stood in front of me in white. The dress was a little loose at the hips but other than that it fit mostly. She looked gorgeous. As much as we didn't see each other much lately, due to the fact she was planning and I was always worried about Lottie, I still loved her.

"you're beautiful." I whispered as I stepped towards her. "Lou..." She blushed and just turned away from me. I grabbed her hand in mine and tilted her face up a bit with my other hand. I stared at her and smiled. "I'm sorry." I said with our foreheads resting on each other's. She closed her eyes. "I know. But you still need to tell jay." She dropped my hand and I squeezed my eyes shut as she walked away in white. I sighed and Lottie got up and left too, leaving me alone in the living room with my eyes closed, trying to forget about my situation.

Zayn POV

Today was the day. Gillian and Liam came over early and we booked a little chapel for three o'clock. Gillian brought over a dress she had or something and Liam brought a suit. Some of our stuff was still packed up.

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I stood there with Liam by my side and I held my breath as the little organ started to play music. Gillian walked in with a smile and a dress on. She beamed at Liam and at me and then I looked past her.

Jade walked through the double doors, wearing a strapless white dress. It was all lace, fitted at the top and went out straight down at the waist. Her hair was up in a bun with braids and a thin veil covered her face. She wore simple jewelry and minimal makeup. She was glowing. My face lit up and I began to tear up. She smiled at me and I winked.

She came and stood in front of me and I took her hand. I looked back at Liam who gave me a little thumbs up. I rolled my eyes at how childish he was sometimes. I looked past my bride and Gillian smiled at me.

The little old priest smiled warmly at us and he began to speak. He asked us the normal questions and I said the classic "I do" I looked at Jade and waited for her to say the same. "I do" and my heart rate increased.

"you may now exchange your vows. Please keep note we are recording this for you to keep." I laughed a little and took out a little note from my pocket. I took Jade's hand in mine and stared at her beautiful eyes.

"Taylor Jade McBain. I love you. And my god, I'm so glad you came into my life. I remember the first day I ever saw you. You and the rest of the girls were all turning around in that store. Your hair was in a bun and you were wearing black converse and jeans and an obey hoodie. I remember how I wanted to get to know you because I thought you were pretty. We talked and you seemed to like Niall. And all I wanted was for you to love me. And now, I guess you do. And I remember when you came to our concert in New York and when you got shot, I've never felt so bad in my entire life. And when you went for that heart surgery, I couldn't even stand I was so worried. Ask anyone. And now that I'm saying all of this, we've been through some crazy stuff and I'm so grateful you're still here. And maybe I don't deserve you but I know you're everything I need. Everything I want. And I love you. And I can't wait to really start our life together."

By the end I was crying and so was she. I squeezed her hand as she began to speak.

"I remember the first time we all really started to like your band. And I honestly loved all five of you. I thought you were the hottest one though as much as I was classified a "Niall girl" and then when we heard the screaming in that store my heart stopped. We talked about how much we would die if we met you and we did. And I thought you were crazy because you seemed to kind of like me. And when you took me to what would be our apartment together later, I fell absolutely in love with you. And then I wasn't in love with the boy who's posters were on my wall, I sound crazy now but whatever, I was in love with Zayn Malik. The boy from a town in England who is secretly afraid of heights, who would rather take care of everything than have me do anything and who loves his friends with everything he has. I love you Zayn. And I'm so excited to spend the rest of my life with you."

Gillian was crying, as was Liam. I was trying to stop crying and she was tearing up. The we kissed. And it was the most perfect kiss of my entire life. It meant we were married. We were married.

I signed the paper next to hers. Gillian and Liam signed above ours. I smiled at her.

I was smiling at Taylor Jade Malik.