17 | journal entry: chasing

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Journal,

Choi Beomgyu makes me sick—and no, I do not mean sick equals butterflies and blushes. No. He makes me sick. Literally. He gives me headaches.

A quick rewind.

In high school, Beomgyu hyung confessed that he liked me from the very beginning, but proceeded to ignore me the very next day like he didn't hear me say I like him, too. Now, in college, he's starting to drive me insane with his malicious words and actions that are far too vague. One moment he's giving me gifts ("gift giving is my love language!") and holding me every chance he could, but the next he'll be laughing when I confront him and wave goodbye to his girlfriend.

The girlfriend. He has a girlfriend. He has a girlfriend?!—Well, I'm not really sure, but that's none of my business. Or is it? No.

He's infuriating! I'm so close to ignoring him altogether for messing up my schedule every time! Beomgyu hyung is not part of the plan. He's not! And he never will be.

But if he'll continue to play a dangerous game of chasing and pretending, then two can play at that game.

All my love,

Kai

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