Hindi ko naman talaga inexpect na siya yung bibisita sakin. I wasn't ready to talk to him.. not yet. Pero nandito na siya sa harapan ko. Wait.. nakaupo lang siya kanina ah.
"Allie?"
There's no way I could deny everything. Alam na niya at siguradong hindi niya na ako titigilan. And now i realized, He's not worth it. gusto ko nga siya pero I deserve more.. I deserve better.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito?"
Pagkatapos ng ginawa niya.. I should move on. I'm going to build a wall and forget everything that happened.
"We need to talk."
Tinaasan ko siya ng kilay. "Bakit? May kailangan ba tayong pag-usapan?" tanong ko.
He sighed. "Please Allie.. You can't run from this. You need to be brave to face everything that happened. I know that I hurt you and that's why I'm here to fix everything."
"You'll fix nothing Alex. I'm with Drew and you can't change that. You're too late."
"Do you even love that guy? Seriously, Jana, he doesn't even know you. I know that he doesn't know, Allie. and I don't fucking know why you love the guy when he treats you like a piece of shit."
shit..
"You should be thinking about your excuses right now, Jana. Because I know for a fact na hindi kayo dalawa. You aren't dating."
OH NO..
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about You and Drew faking a realtionship and don't even bother denying it."
I scowled at him. "So? What's your point?"
"There is no point Alex, right? ano ngayon kung di kami? walang magbabago. at ano ngayon kung alam mo na ako si Jana? wala ring magbabago, Alex. I just need you to zip your mouth para walang makaalam sa secret ko." I added.
"Kung hindi, then go! Go tell everyone the truth. Ruin my life again and leave then come back like nothing happened. I don't care anymore Alex. Ginawa mo akong manhid and I was not scared to get hurt again because I don't even feel a thing."
"Ja---"
"Pero ngayon.. natatakot nako. natatakot nakong masaktan.. Bakit ka pa kasi bumalik? Kasi kung hindi ka na bumalik, makakalimutan na sana kita. Mawawala ka na sana puso ko."
Nanlaki yung mga mata niya sa sinabi ko. Tinignan niya lang ako tapos lumapit. Di siya nagsalita. "Oo, Alex.. Mahal pa kita.. mahal pa rin kita kahit sobrang sakit ng ginawa mo. Pero narealize ko na I deserve better."
"Jana, mahal kita and I-I'm sorry.. please patawarin mo na'ko. ibibigay ko lahat sayo. I'll prove to you that I'm worth it. That you deserve me. please bumalik ka na sakin" he begged.
"Hindi to madali para sakin, Alex. Madali magpatawad pero hindi madali makalimot."
"Sorry.. sorry.. Jana, wag mo gawin sakin 'to. don't move on please."
Umiling ako. "Sorry din Alex pero I think its time to move on. To forget everything."
"No! please Jana, wag! Di ko kaya." bigla niya kong yinakap. "Mahal Kita.. Mahal mo ko.. hindi pwede 'to. we can work this out. Jana."
I pulled away from him. Nakita ko siyang umiiyak kaya napaiyak na din ako. "Just leave, Alex."
"Jana." His voice broke.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Fake NERD
Dla nastolatkówFAME. ATTENTION. ROYALTY. Everyone would want those. Especially when you have everything. Well, except one girl pala. June Allison Nadia A. Santos.. maganda, anghel, matalino at mayaman. Nasa kanya na ang lahat. She was the perfect sophomore student...
