Dominating his Innocence

CHAPTER 48

Chapter 48

I can't even sleep that night because of what he said to me. Does it mean that he hasn't moved on from what happened? does it mean that he loves me after all these years? after what I did to him?!

I don't know what should I do if I see him again! there's a big chance that we will be seeing each other because we're neighbors!

Should I just transfer to another condo? I can do that but then he will think of something. He will think that I'm affected by what he said. Of course, I'm affected! Damn! why would I not be?!

I'm just here laying on my bed while starring at the ceiling. It was already morning and I'm still fully awake. I have to go to work today but my problem is how am I going to make sure that I will not be seeing him when I go out of my door? there's a huge possibility that we will see each other which is weird and awkward.

But I have to compose myself and remained calm.

I get up from my bed then I look at myself in the mirror then fixed my hair. If I meet him again, what should I say to him? should I just walk away?

Oh no, that's rude.

Should I just greet him like we always do and pretend that I forgot what he said to me last night?

Oh no, minus 1000 sa langit 'yon.

I went back to reality when I saw Chadwick who's walking habang kinukusot 'yong mga niya habang naglalakad papalapit sa'kin. Sa kanilang dalawa ng kapatid niya, siya ang unang nagigising.

"Good Morning, mommy," his morning voice is so cute then he sat on my lap.

"Good Morning, baby. Did you have good sleep?" I asked after I kissed his cheeks.

"Yes, mommy. Baby Czary and I have a good sleep. Did you have a good sleep too, mommy?" he asked.

Ugh! I wish! I gladly wished to have a good sleep last night! your dad just messed my sleep cells last night!

"I did, yes, I did," that's a big damn lie.

"But your eyes look---

"Are you hungry? do you want to eat breakfast now?" I cut him off to divert his attention and it's effective.

He smiled at me showing the little dimples of his cheeks. Just like his dad.

"Okay, mommy! I'm hungry! I want breakfast!" he's so excited now so I decided to carry him on the way to the dining area.

"Yaya! Did you eat your breakfast already?" he asked her while she's preparing the meal on the table.

"Not yet," Yaya said to her while putting the plate on the table.

"Kain na po tayo," sabi ko sa kanya.

"Opo ma'am," aniya at umupo siya sa upuan and I was about to put him down but someone door belled and I was confused who's that person is.

Hindi naman nag text sa'kin si Daddy na pupunta siya.

"Yaya, did dad text you that he will come here?" I asked her.

"Naku, hindi po, ma'am. Sabi po ni Sir Victor na sa Lunes pa daw siya pupunta," sabi niya ang linggo kasi ngayon.

Ang pinagtataka ko ay sino ang tao sa labas?

Nag doorbell ulit.

"What is that sound, mommy?" Chadwick asked.

"It's a doorbell, baby. It's when there's someone at the door who wants to come in for a visit," sabi ko habang naglalakad ako papunta sa may monitor para makita kung sino ang nasa labas and I wasn't expecting he's here.