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thinking out loud

This chapter has smut in it, read with caution. Reminder that all characters are 18+

word count: 1248

For as long as the marauders had known each other Remus had the worst habit for saying whatever he was thinking, they all joked it was like his brain and mouth didn't know how to disconnect. Usually he was able to keep it in check and not speak, but around his friends it was harder because they knew him so well so he would let his guard down. He did it most when he wasn't paying attention, like when he was reading or studying. 

"So I was thinking that I would get everyone to play spin the bottle and I would try rig it so it would land on her, and then we can kiss and she'll realise how much she loves me!" James said proudly, talking about his newest ploy to get Lily, Sirius rolled his eyes but was smiling meanwhile Peter was looking at him amazed. 

"Wow! I like it!" Peter said, grinning. 

"I know right! It's only missing one thing..." James said 

"The fact Lily thinks you're a dick and wouldn't kiss you in a million years?" Remus said, not looking up from his book until he noticed Sirius start laughing and realised what he said. 

"Oh god, sorry, I wasn't paying attention." Remus said, but James just shrugged it off and laughed along with the others. It wasn't uncommon for this to happen multiple times a day, especially if Remus was really immersed in something but could still idly hear the conversation going on around him. 

In their 7th year, Remus was in the common room re-reading one of his favourite books and he was entirely immersed in it, James was nearby studying when Sirius came in, sighing and swinging his arms. He plonked himself down next to James and sighed loudly. 

"What's up?" James asked, looking away from his homework. 

"I dunno, I'm in the mood to do something stupid." Sirius said, leaning on the back of the chair. 

"I'm stupid, do me." Remus said, completely unaware he'd even spoken for a minute. But when it was completely silent for a moment he looked up and realised. 

"Oh my god I said that out loud didn't I?" Remus asked, groaning. 

"Uh huh, but hey if the offer still stands?" Sirius winked. 

Remus got red and flustered, throwing his book down on the table and quickly heading towards the dorm. He had said embarrassing things before but never had he openly asked his best friend to do him. He was sat on his bed cringing at what he said when Sirius came in and sat next to him. 

"Don't feel bad about it, we all know you didn't mean it." Sirius said, wrapping his arm around Remus. 

"Well..." Remus mumbled and Sirius raised an eyebrow.

"Well what?" Sirius asked, smirking a little. 

"I mean, I maybe meant it a little" Remus blushed. 

"Wait what? Seriously?" Sirius grinned ear to ear. 

"I mean, I guess you're okay looking." Remus laughed, as did Sirius before speaking again. 

"For real though, did you... mean it?" Sirius asked, taking one of Remus' hands. 

"I, um, yeah. I did. I think you're so..." he looked Sirius up and down "just wow y'know" 

Sirius smirked and put his hand on Remus' waist, moving in to be closer to him and kissing him, Remus could feel his heart pulsating and his lower abdomen felt unusually warm.

"Aw baby, I've only just kissed you and you're already all riled up." Sirius said teasingly and Remus couldn't seem to control his breathing as it was going much faster than usual. Remus managed to compose himself for a moment and reached to the side and grabbed his wand, putting a silencing charm around his bed and Sirius smirked. 

"Planning on being loud, moony?" He joked. 

"So what if I am?" Remus teased back, and Sirius smiled moving on top of Remus and pinning his arms above his head. 

"You better be," Sirius said, smirking down at the boy beneath him who as blushing deep red and had a steadily growing bulge in his trousers. Sirius glanced down to his trousers and hummed quietly, his stupid smirk still painted on his lips "what's this, hm?"

"Shut up." Remus mumbled, still bright red. 

"If you want me to help you out, you better be nicer to me." Sirius smirked, Remus felt his stomach flutter, something about Sirius holding his wrists and telling him what to do was incredibly hot and it was something he had thought about it for a while. 

The scene progressed and soon Remus was a moaning mess beneath Sirius, who even in that moment somehow looked composed. Remus reached up to tug on Sirius' hair and that seemed to be the final straw for him as he began to pant unsteadily as he kept moving his hips into Remus. 

Remus kept tugging on his hair and used his other hand to scratch down Sirius' back, Sirius groaned and pushed into Remus a final time, feeling his whole body tense and get hot. Feeling that made Remus finish too and after thirty seconds or so the two of them were laying on one another, sweaty and panting. 

"Mm, Rem that was so good" Sirius said quietly, sitting up and grabbing his shirt and boxers and pulling them on. Remus was still laying with a goofy dazed smile on his face.

"Uh huh." He said, panting and Sirius laughed slightly. 

"You okay, moony? I didn't hurt you or anything?" Sirius asked, taking Remus' hand and kissing it. 

"No! I mean, yes? I'm okay what I mean" Remus stammered.

"Okay good, here let me help." Sirius said, helping Remus sit up a bit and pulling his jumper over him, Remus smiled softly at how sweet Sirius was being and he pulled him in close for a hug. 

"Aww, you're so cute, Rem" Sirius cooed as they hugged, kissing Remus on the cheek.

"I am?" Remus asked. 

"Of course you are, I told you earlier didn't I?" Sirius said, finally pulling away. 

"I mean yeah, but I kind of thought you were just saying it cause we were... well y'know." Remus shrugged. 

"Are you kidding? Remus, I've had a crush on you for like months, seriously, ask James, every time you walk into a room I can't stop staring at you, I'm always talking about how cute and handsome you look, or how smart you are or-" Sirius was babbling on about how amazing Remus was and before he could even finish Remus had his lips on his. 

The two heard the door to the dorm creak open and Remus quickly raised his wand, breaking the silencing charm which had been over his bed. 

"Guys, you in here?" James called. 

"Yeah." Remus and Sirius called in unison. 

"Um... Do I want to know why you're both in Remus' bed?" James asked, Sirius pulled his jeans on and pulled the duvet up to cover Remus' bottom half before pulling back the curtains around the bed. 

"Tell you later, prongs" Sirius chuckled, but seeing the mess of his hair and Remus blushing beneath his duvet James could figure out exactly what happened. 

"Gross, happy for you, but gross." James laughed. 

From that day onward, Remus didn't make much of an effort to disguise his idle comments, and plus, if his dumb words could make Sirius smile, it would be worth it.