"In chaos theory, the butterfly effect is the sensitive dependence on initial conditions in which a small change in one state of a deterministic nonlinear system can result in large differences in a later state."
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Sad. No. Unhappy. No. Dejected. YES. Naruto was pretty much dejected after the mission in Wave Country. The Land of Waves, a small nation located on an island near the Land of Fire. It was the place where he met Haku and Zabuza. This was the first time Naruto witnessed the fate of a Shinobi. This was the first time when The Show-Off, Number One Unpredictable, Noisy Ninja felt weak and useless. Although, it is necessary to kill people in the job of Ninja, it felt wrong.
Here, you can see a boy with yellow-blond, spiky hair and blue eyes with three whisker marks on his cheek near a lake quietly sobbing.
Something wasn't quite right. Even though people call him Dead-Last, loser, unorthodox or boisterous, he was a human. He felt sorrow, anger and helplessness when he saw Haku die. Haku, the first person to acknowledge Uzumaki Naruto. The boy who taught him that
"When a person... has something important they want to protect... that's when they can become truly strong."
Didn't deserve to die. Haku became one of the precious people of Uzumaki Naruto. Both Haku and Zabuza had a profound influence in Naruto's life and their interactions were the factor of Naruto's nindō of never abandoning his comrades.
Naruto silently cried. A tear trickled down his cheeks. Naruto was standing near a lake crying. If you would have told people that Uzumaki Naruto is crying, then they would have laughed at you but that wasn't the case here. Naruto wasn't crying because he saw people die. He didn't cry because he killed someone. He cried because he was helpless. Even though he wasn't dependent on anyone during the main fight, he was still useless. If Haku would have been serious then Naruto wouldn't have any chance of survival.
So, what if some people have Bloodline limit while some don't. What if some people have powerful freaky eyes called Dojutsu while some don't. If you are weak then none of this matters. And Naruto felt weak.
The Third Hokage or the village council never really understood how lonely Naruto's life as a child was. The Ninja world is one where everyone needs to be pretty tough, and don't think anyone in charge of the village thought they were being cruel to Naruto. If anything, they thought they were going above and beyond; Naruto's acting out and poor school performance didn't endear him to them or vice versa. Everybody had a biased opinion on the so called dead-last as everyone had a stick up in their ass. Naruto was just a bit creative. He just wanted to know things that others don't even think about. It is true that he is slow and doesn't have a high IQ but that doesn't mean he is worthless. People spit on his life and he can't do anything about it.
The first person to truly acknowledge Naruto without any biased opinion was Haku and he died. It felt like the fate was playing a cruel joke on him. Anyone precious to him dies.
He threw a stone in the lake which bounced a few times before sinking.
"Damn it." He cursed standing alone in the forest clearing. His voice echoing. The moonlight falling on the body of lake glittering like diamonds.
"Damn It."
"DAMN IT."
He was alone. Once again. Without anyone's help. While he bent down again to pick another pebble, he saw something falling from the sky. Something descending towards ground at great speed, like a meteor on fire.
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