Life Gives Second Chances: A Stefanielle Story

Chapter 35: Losing It

{I've really been enjoying the POV's lately:). Do you guys enjoy them??}

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Thursday January 13th

Andi's POV:

I ignored my alarm as it went off again this morning for the 5th time. I physically could not get myself out of bed and mentally just wasn't up for it. I had barely got any sleep last night due to me overthinking every possible little detail about myself. Not only that but yesterday I tried to apologize for yelling at Dani Monday night but I just couldn't bring myself to do it so I also need to think of a way to apologize. We both didn't speak to each other at all yesterday, nor Wednesday and now there's like this negative atmosphere.

My alarm went off again and I just shoved my whole phone under my pillow. Everyone started to wake up around the house. I could hear them talking and stuff like that considering how ever on this household is a loud person. Looking back at the time, I had only 15 minutes to get dressed and walk to my bus stop but that wasn't gonna happen today. I'll just miss it. "Bambina, why are you not up and dressed?!" My mom said as she aggressively burst into my room. I just shrugged my shoulders and continued to stare at the wall. "I don't have time for your games too Andi."

By now she was furious and I get that. I missed my bus so not only was she gonna drop Mason off at school but me as well and she hated being out of routine and on top of that she was still furious with me from the other night. "Alessandra Kate, you have 5 minutes to get up and dressed or you're going to be in trouble." She scolded at me and then left. I honestly could care less. She's just gonna take my phone like she does every time I'm in trouble and then have this long ass unnecessary talk about it and then I'll get it back the next day.

Soon enough 5 minutes had passed and once again busted back into my room and was probably shocked at the fact that I was still in bed. "Hand it over." Was all she had to say. I grabbed it from under my pillow, turned it off, and gave it to her. Never looking at her once. I do think she is shocked at my actions because I always put up a fight about my phone.

"Bambina what's wrong?" She asked me as she sat on the edge of my bed. I finally looked at her and then back to the wall and shrugged once more. Wanna know what's wrong? I'll tell you. I still can't get over the fact that my favorite teacher is still dead, oh and now her husband is too, my group of friends are furious with me. Did I mention that we all got in a little disagreement and then I said some words and now they have chosen to ignore me? They've ignored me all flipping week.

Oh and my girlfriend is trying to make my life better but I may have caused more hell in her life and now she literally says three sentences to me a day. The cuts on my arm have gotten worse because I can't stop picking at them and that whole part of my arm is still red, but "nothing," was all that I could answer to my mothers question.

The longer she sat there, the more likely I would start crying, again, and I was not doing that today. "Bambina,"
"Can you just leave please?" I whispered but loud enough for her to hear and with that, she just walked away.

Stefania's POV:

There was something going on with Andi and as much as I wanted to wait until she opened up to me, I knew it was gonna take longer for her too. Usually she'll tell us right off the bat but this, this was different. After I had left out her room, I immediately called my boss to let her know that I wasn't going to be able to come into work today. I'm not leaving my daughter in a state like this. She was far more important than anything.

Danielle had just came back from dropping Mason off at school, which she is such a life saver for it. "You're still here." She chuckled as she walked into the living room.