Ruth Summer, who was left by Enzo, decided to leave everything behind in Manila and went to Bohol for thirty days to take a break. Then she met Grayson who captured beautiful photos of her-including her heart.
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Ruth Summer Rosales' life crumbled...
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I went home after that to let the three of them have their own time. Nag-text na lang ako kay Grayson na nauna na akong umuwi at sulitin niya ang oras kasama ang anak niya. I told him not to come home immediately. I know that he won't too because he missed them above everything in this world.
While I was alone in his house, I packed my things so when it's time for me to leave, I'll be ready. Packing my things with him around will be very hard for me so I seize the time and use it productively. 'Wag lang sana niyang mahalata dahil sigurado akong magagalit siya.
I mean . . . we didn't talk about me-leaving the place-anymore. But I know that at the back of his mind, he wants me to change my mind . . . to stay with him here and leave my life in Manila.
Pero hindi ko kayang gawin 'yon. Love needs her. I can't take him away from her. At isa pa . . . he loved Jenna. Baka ito na ang second chance na para sa kanilang dalawa. After all, nagpunta lang naman ako dito to clear my mind; to refresh my broken hearted self. I didn't come here to find another man to love.
7:00 p.m. came and Grayson's still not around. Even though I have a hunch that he has already eaten his dinner, I still cooked food that's enough for the both of us. If ever man na kumain na siya, ayos lang naman na kumain ako nang mag-isa. Sanay naman na ako.
I waited for a few hours again and when it's already 10:15 p.m., I ate my dinner alone. Wala akong masyadong gana kumain dahil sa pag-iisip ko kung ano na bang ginagawa nila at kung nakapag-usap na ba sila ng tungkol sa mga dapat nilang pag-usapan.
I hope that they will fix everything that they left broken a few years ago. They have so much potential to be fixed and become a happy family once again.
I sighed as I washed the dishes.
But at the back of my mind, it hurts. My whole body is hurting because I am letting him be with the person that he once loved . . . to talk about things that they left a few years ago and make them reconcile.
Ang sakit pero . . . tama naman itong ginagawa ko. Sigurado naman akong tama ito. Para din naman kay Love ito. Ano lang ba naman ang sakit na nararamdaman ko? Mas masasaktan ang bata kung kukuhanin ko ang ama niya sa kan'ya para lang maging masaya ako.
I was raised with a complete family and I am very happy. I feel whole as I grew up. I can't imagine the pain of a kid who will grow up without a father figure. I can't let that happen to her.
Nang matapos na ako sa lahat ng dapat gawin sa bahay, naligo na ako at nagbihis ng pantulog. Lumabas ako ng bahay at naupo sa front porch habang naghihintay kay Grayson. It's already 11:00 p.m. Why is he not coming home? Is he staying the night with them?
With that thought, I suddenly felt numb. Para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig habang iniisip kung anong p'wedeng mangyari habang magkakasama silang tatlo. I know that this is what I wanted. This is what I planned, right?