Chapter 34

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Hindi na namin natapos pa ang date namin ngayon. Inihatid na lang niya ako sa bahay niya para raw magpahinga. Gusto ko sanang mag-usap kami tungkol sa pinag-usapan namin kanina, pero hindi ko naman alam kung anong sasabihin ko.

And also . . . I feel so shy to approach him first. After everything he told me, I don't think I'll ever feel calm with him. Unless I found out if what I feel for him reciprocates his feelings, I'll be fine, I guess.

Sa ngayon kasi, hindi ko masabing mahal ko siya. Masyadong mabilis 'yon para sa akin.

Kagagaling ko lang sa long-term relationship. Parang mali na magmahal kaagad ako sa taong wala pang isang buwan kong nakakasama.

Though I like him so much that I even had sex with him a few times already, I don't think it's love already.

I went straight to his room to take a nap while he went somewhere around his house. Bahala na siya kung pananatilihin niya ang sumpong niya. Magso-sorry na lang ako kung sakali man na magkasabay kaming kumain mamaya.

After a few hours, I opened my eyes as I felt someone touching my face. I saw him lying beside me, looking at me so seriously. I suddenly felt a pang on my chest because I remembered that we had an argument earlier because of our own issues with each other's pasts.

As I was about to open my mouth to talk, he went closer to kiss me for a second.

"I'm sorry . . ." he said after.

I opened my mouth again because I wanted to say the same thing but he kissed me once again.

"I'm sorry, Summer."

I chuckled slightly. "Grayson, I was the one who should say sorry."

He shook his head. "No. I thought that you had a point. Hindi ko naman naikwento sa 'yo nang buo so you have the right to feel that. But, Summer, I never lied to you about her. That was my real thoughts about her."

I smiled a little as I slightly nodded. "I believe you, Grayson. Okay? I believe in you. You don't have to feel so bad. I'm sorry if you felt that."

He finally smiled genuinely as he leaned closer to claim my lips. We cuddled for a few more minutes after, talking to each other about ourselves on his bed, before we went downstairs to cook our dinner together.

And after that, we slept beside each other without having sex . . . and it feels so great that we finally felt comfortable with each other more than what we wanted.

"You know what . . ."

I looked at him while we're hugging each other.

"Hmm?" I responded.

"This night's the most comfortable I've had with you. Like, I never felt any fear, I don't feel nervous. I just feel so contented that I am hugging you here right now." He chuckled as he hugged me tighter. "Well, I am horny but this night's too precious to ruin just because of a fleeting emotion, right? We'll have this whole night cuddling with each other. We can always make love the next day."

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