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Warnings: angst, fluff, homophobia, homophobic brother, mention of abuse
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You and Ellie have been best friends from the start. You were the first to befriend her when she came to Jackson, you were nice to her and you always took care of the girl. You introduced her to your little friend group, that she became a part of right away. Ellie couldn’t help but crush on you.

You were her light in the darkness and you made her world a better place. She trusted you and she cherished the friendship. The way you cared about her and would always be there for her when she wasn’t feeling well. You were her angel.

She wished it was more than friendship though and she tried to discreetly make moves on you.

Ellie knew you felt different about her than how you felt about Dina or Jesse. Sure you cared about them, they were your best friends after all and you’d do anything for them but you were more of a sarcastic, funny person with them, one that would tease her friends and make fun of them. Typical friendships.

But with Ellie you were sweet and caring, you’d share everything with her and you gave her all the love. Jesse and Dina would tease her for it, they knew about her crush on you and they’d always encourage her to finally ask you out. But Ellie wasn’t brave enough for that, not yet.

It was clear that you had feelings for her. You shared your first kiss with her and you even made out just for “practice purposes”.

It would always go down the same, you’d come over to her house and you guys would listen to music together and just talk and one of you would pull in for a kiss that would end up in a hot make out session. It went on like that for a while until one day you were at your place instead of hers.

You were making out on your bed, just when you were going to pull away, your brother walked in.

Ellie never liked him, he was obvious about his distaste for the girl and he was pretty open about how homophobic he was.

Him walking in on his younger sister kissing a girl was definitely not something he was prepared for or fond of. He walked out without saying anything and that scared you, you knew the conversation you were about to have with him would end bad and Ellie was worried for you, she offered to stay with you while you were talking to him but you declined saying you’d have to do it alone.

This was the last day you and Ellie hung out together. She didn’t see you for a whole week after that day, she tried to go see you but your brother wouldn’t even let her in and none of your friends have heard anything from you.

She was relieved to see you again but you avoided her, trying to ignore her as much as you could. It hurt you, avoiding the girl you loved so much but your brother threatened to hurt her if you kept seeing her. You knew he was cruel, you’ve seen him do unspeakable things to people that crossed his path when you were still out there and you feared that he would actually hurt Ellie. You hated him, you never got along with him he even had the tendency to be mentally abusive towards you, sometimes even hurting you physically on “accident”. You could bare it though but him pulling you away from Ellie? Yeah you couldn’t bare this but in order to protect her you’d have to let her go.

You cried yourself to sleep every night, all you wanted to do was be with Ellie, be in her arms and tell her how sorry you are but you couldn’t. You wouldn’t risk having her hurt because of your feelings.