Sarah Paulson Mental Health One-Shots

Stopping the Fight -Cordelia Goode

TW: Anxiety, anxiety tics, depression, smoking, weed, self harm, mention of suicide, violence, fighting

suggested by jIstnoicantthinkof1

prompt: Everything just feels like too much. Your thoughts won't stop racing and you can't take it anymore.

"y/n it's your turn to do dishes." Madison says, throwing a sponge to you as you walk in the kitchen right after smoking a blunt on the porch. You throw it back at her as she starts to leave. "What the fuck? I told you it's your turn to do the fucking dishes."

"I don't give a shit Maddie. Do them yourself." You reply angrily through gritted teeth.

"Um we take turns for a reason bitch." She says as she throws the sponge and it hits you in the face. She laughs and starts walking away once more. It obviously didn't hurt but it was enough to piss you off. You grab a towel from off the sink and completely whip it at her head with all your strength. Enough to hurt and definitely set Madison off. She turns back around with wide eyes as Queenie deeply chuckles while she dries off some glasses. It also was enough to grab Zoe's attention. "What the fuck is wrong with you, you fucking brat?!" Madison yells, shoving the towel back at you.

You push her as hard as you can, making her fall backwards and you huff as you start to walk away. Madison pushes her leg out in front of you, making you fall over and land on your stomach.

"Hey! You guys!" Zoe says, walking over. You get up at the same time as Madison as she smirks since you fell. You slap her right on the cheek. She steps back, holding her hand to her face and brings it down, checking for blood.

"Don't be so fucking dramatic you're not bleeding." You mumble, rolling your eyes. Madison slaps you right back and you both just start fighting each other until Zoe tries to get you off of Madison.

"Hey stop, you two stop!" Zoe yelled but it was no use. You didn't even realize Cordelia came rushing in.

"HEY WHAT IS GOING ON?!" She runs up to you and pulls you off of Madison and you start kicking and kicking as Madison crawls away. "CAN I GET A LITTLE HELP OVER HERE?!" Cordelia yells as you try getting out of her grasp. Zoe runs up and helps to try and restrain you as Madison touches her now bloody nose.

"NOW I'M FUCKING BLEEDING YOU BITCH."

"Madison be quiet! y/n calm down!" Cordelia yells once again. You finally stop fighting her and release yourself from her grasp. You stand up and wipe a tear that had fallen from your eye and run to the stairs. "y/n get back here!" Cordelia starts running after you, up the steps. You were faster and ran to your room, slamming the door. Cordelia catches the door and speed walks to you as you flop down on the bed, crying into your pillow. "Hey! y/n what the hell was that?! Madison said you pushed her and then slapped her and punched her?! This isn't like you what is going on?" She asked, sitting down on the bed.

"Leave me alone." You mumble into your pillow.

"No I'm not leaving you alone! Where is this coming from? You can't just start beating the shit out of your sisters!"

"Oh fuck you. She's not my sister." You spat, lifting your head from your pillow.

"y/n talk to me. What is going on?!"

"NOTHING! NOW GET OUT!"

"Y/N YOU CAN'T JUST TELL ME TO GET OUT."

"I HATE YOU. GET OUT OF MY ROOM."