Sarah Paulson Mental Health One-Shots

It Hurts -Cordelia Goode

This chapter is really intense and descriptive so please read at your own risk.

TW: descriptive rape, drugs, alcohol, underage drinking, injury, death.

prompt: you go out to a party with Zoe and Madison and Cordelia helps you after you're sexually assaulted that night.

word count: 3000

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"y/n come on!" Madison yelled as you climb down the garden pergola,  just under your balcony.

"I'm coming!" You whisper- yell. You hop down, trying not to fall since you're in heels.

Madison invited you and Zoe to a frat party tonight and you weren't going to pass up the chance of getting drunk for no reason so of course you said yes. Everything felt so boring and dull lately, you just wanted to feel something tonight. Madison said there would be coke and stuff which you never tried but hey, there's a first for everything.

Curfew was 11 and it was 11:30. You all made sure Cordelia was sleeping so you could leave without getting busted. You were surprised you weren't caught at least by Fiona. Nothing gets by that woman. Except this you guess. You felt really bad though for disobeying Cordelia's rules. You had grown super close to her the past few months you've been here. She always kept an extra eye on you since you were the youngest of all the witches and things could get pretty intense around the school. She saw you like her own daughter and just had a desire to protect you.

You, Zoe and Madison start walking to the party a few blocks down and once you show up, people started whispering about her and coming up to meet her. Zoe had planned on staying with you the entire night since you were only 16 and she didn't want you getting hurt.

"Come on y/n let's go get a drink." Zoe says, pulling your arm. You both got some vodka and diet coke and you downed it pretty fast. Some guy started talking to Zoe. He asked if she wanted to go hang out somewhere and she declined so she could keep an eye on you. It was a dude named Kyle. He seemed really nice and Zoe definitely liked him.

"Zoe it's okay. You can go. I'll be fine here don't worry."

"Are you sure?" She asks, sincerely.

"Yeah of course. Go have fun."

"Okay. I'll be back soon. Don't get too drunk."

"I won't I promise." You laugh. Just as Zoe leaves, you turn around and a really hot guy comes up to you. You were super gay but this guy was literally gorgeous and you were too drunk to care.

"Hey there." He says with a smile.

"Oh. Hi." You say back as you study his features.

You both talk for a while and he talks about how he plays college football. You tell him you were only sixteen as he started to get flirty but he didn't seem to mind since you were just talking. You also told him you live at Miss Robichaux's.

"Oh cool that's cool. I've heard rumors that witches lived there when I was little."

You scoff and roll your eyes, acting like you had no idea what he was talking about.

"Yeah right." You say with a sheepish smile.

"Can I get you a drink?" He asks with a smile.

"Sure! Thanks."

He goes over to his friend who holds up a muscle relaxant powder.

"It's on."

He returns with your drink and gives it back to you.