TW: CNC, unwanted touching, safe word.
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Yet another dumb company party that Wilhemina had dragged you to. It was an important event, to say the least, considering her company had a huge income this year after a huge investor had come up with a huge offer whatever whatever.
You were sitting at a table alone with her after many boring conversations with a bunch of her co-workers and she rests her hand on your thigh over your long black slip dress.
"Were we feeling a little modest today sweetheart?" she asks, looking into your eyes, moving her slender fingers upwards.
"What? No, I just... wanted to look nice. I know you hate these things but... I like being here with you, Mina,"
"I know baby. You look divine. Could you... come to the bathroom with me dearest?" she asks in a hushed voice and a small smirk.
You simply nod and she takes your hand as you stand up. Everybody completely parted just at the sight of the purple goddess to make way for you, considering her intimidating presence as well as her high authority. You made your way to the bathroom and go to the sink to look at your makeup when you see Wilhemina lock the door in the mirror. She slowly walks up to you, swaying her hips with a mischievous grin.
You turn around, resting your hands on the marble of the sink and look at her as she lightly grasps your neck.
"Pick a stall for me to fuck you in sweetheart," she whispered in your ear, making you close your eyes and sigh.
"Mina I-"
The redhead just tightened her grip and lowly chuckled.
"Fine I'll pick."
She pulls you to a random stall and pushed you in, making you sit on the toilet in a swift movement, catching you off guard as she kneels down, already fumbling with your dress. Something inside you just was not in the mood for this right now.
"Wilhemina no I- I don't-" you mumbled as she hiked up your dress and pulled down your panties. "Wilhemina."
"Yes baby girl?" she asks as she starts teasing your inner thighs with her fingers.
"I don't want to right now." She just hummed with a smirk on her face as her fingers travel up further while she looks deeply into your eyes.
Wilhemina was really into consensual- non consensual role play which you have done a lot in the past but not recently. You'd pretend you didn't want it when you just wanted more. You had a safe word but you've never had to use it. You don't know how she would react if you did. She clearly wanted you right now and you felt guilty holding her back from it.
She ghosted her fingers over your pussy with the same remaining grin plastered on her face.
"Wilhemina."
"It's mommy baby," she whispered, gliding her fingers through your folds, sending shivers down your spine. You pull her fingers away and shake your head no. She rips her hand from your grasp and starts to rub your clit with her thumb. "You really want to refuse mommy? I don't think you do sweetheart."
"No Mina please I'm serious I- I'm not in the mood can't we just go back to the party?"
She just looked at you with lustful eyes and slides a finger into your center. You pulled her hand away again and looked her in the eyes and said clearly with tears in your eyes:
"Purple."
Wilhemina immediately extracted her hand and her eyes went wide.
"Oh my god baby I'm so sorry I- I thought we were role playing."
"Well- we... haven't done that in a long time I-I'm sorry I had to use the safe word," you said as your words quickly turned to mumbles while you looked down with shame. Wilhemina lifts your chin and shakes her head.
"Don't ever be sorry y/n. If you are ever not comfortable with anything, you need to tell me. That's why we have the safe word. I am so sorry my love I truly didn't know."
"No no it's my fault I should've said it earlier-"
"Baby let's just go home okay? I don't think either of us are having a great time." you just sniffled and nodded as she held her hand out and helped you to your feet, pulling you into a hug. She strokes you hair and pulls away, wiping a tear with the pad of her thumb. "Hey hey hey no tears. You're alright sweetheart I'm so sorry," she whispered, pressing her forehead against yours.
"Wilhemina it's really okay. Can we please just go home?"
"Of course sweetheart. Come on."
You both headed home in an awkward silence in the car. You could tell she felt awful. She had that frown on her face with her eyebrows stitched with sorrow. You reach over and rest your hand over her tensed one that resided tightly on the purple leather steering wheel. She looks over to you and weakly smiles, holding your hand back.
Once you were home, you both held hands walking to the front steps and going inside, immediately kicking off your uncomfortable heels. You support Mina's back as she takes off her stilettos and warmly smiles at you to show she's alright.
"Can we watch a movie?" you ask, holding onto her arms with puppy eyes, making her laugh and move a strand of hair behind your ear.
"Of course baby," she whispered, kissing your head. You both go upstairs to get in comfy clothes and got under the soft duvet of your shared bed, turning on Netflix and decided to watch Little Women.
You were laying in her lap between her legs as she played with your hair.
Mina normally would have her hands all over you when you were in her lap which you loved but she kept her hands by her side or in your hair. Her hand rested by your thigh but she subtly moved it away. You take her hands in yours and place one on your thigh and one on your chest. She squeezes you tight and kisses your head once more.
"I love you baby."
"I love you Mina."
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