Monét
"Good morning!", Morning? Who the hell is this and how did they get in here, my eyes shot up , "Tay!, what the hell!"
She was sitting on the couch with my feet on her lap, "You know I thought you'd be awake, you said you'd eat something too but you didn't, and why didn't you go to bed , you know the couch isn't the best idea, really you-
I cut her off before she could finish because she never finishes talking about what I should have done or what l shouldn't have, "Yeah yeah sure shhhhh, I have a headache", I told her trying to get up but failed miserably and Tay held me and I fell on her lap, "You should listen to me more , sit here I'll be back", she told me, "sorry you didn't stop talking", I rolled my eyes.
She smells good.
She always does dummy.
Yeah whatever.
Tell her you love her and want to marry her.
Oh no way , marry her? That's a bit too much now.
Tell her or I subconsciously will.
Never.
"What are you thinking about?", Tay asked and my eyes found hers, I was debating with my inner self and personalities, it was fun sometimes annoying, "Oh nothing much", I said, smiling , "Okay", she mumbled out not believing anything I was saying but ignored it.
Today she had a white T-shirt and grey sweatpants, she wore simple yet managed to look soo good, "I brought you pills for your headache, you will take this one and this one but only after eating yeah?", she told me putting them in her pocket knowing I'd try drinking them without eating.
"Ugh, can't I just drink them? Really I'll eat later", another lie.
"Don't lie , l know you won't eat, that is why you're eating right in front of me and finishing everything I'm making for you", she told me walking to the kitchen, I aimlessly followed behind her, I know she said I should sit but I didn't care I was happy she was here.
"Sure whatever, didn't you say you'll see me on Monday?", I asked.
"Well I thought maybe I should just pop in and check on you", she shrugged getting eggs from the fridge.
I smiled at her , "Thank you babe you really didn't have to, you could've called", I said and she rolled her eyes.
"No thank you, so that you could lie to me, I'd rather have you lie to me while I watch you", it was my turn to roll my eyes.
Have you looked at someone and thought why are you still here with me? Why are still tolerating me?, why do you even love me? Why would you even wanna be friends with me? I'm probably the most boring person to ever exist, it just doesn't make sense, Why is she still here?
"Tay why are you doing all this? Why are you taking care of me so much?", I asked her.
She smiled at me, "look at me", I was looking in her eyes, "Because you've been alone, you barely know how to take care of yourself, we've been through this before right? We spoke about this but it's okay I'm here to remind you that I'm here for you forever and always till you're okay", she told me and I nodded, "Thank you so much", I told her.
"Now go shower and be down in 30 , you need to eat and take your pills alright?", I nodded heading upstairs.
I got in the shower, washed myself clean, wrapped myself in towel, I put my lotion, today I had to go through the drama girls go through will curly hair, all my curly heads know what I'm talking about, it was so much work but curls are beautiful.
I decided to wear my black oversized tracksuits with my slippers, "You've finished?", she asked.
I see our breakfast prepared, "Yeah , thank you for that", I said and she smiled looking at me with pure adoration.
"How was yesterday?", I asked and she blushed making me laugh , "Well?", I asked.
"I had fun, we kissed and she told me she loved me", I smiled, "Aww y'all are super cute", I awed.
"I know", she told me as her smile reached her eyes anyone could tell she was whipped, "She definitely has you wrapped around her pinky", I said.
"Well maybe but still a pimp", she told me and I laughed, "Don't lie, that's a big lie", I said and she laughed.
I remember falling for some girl who used to be friends with Tay , it wasn't really love it was lust, it was good while it lasted , I wasn't really heartbroken when it ended it was what is was, it's been a while since I've seen her but I didn't care , hope she was good though.
I finished my food in 10 minutes, "I'm so proud of you, you finished everything, now you can have your pills", she handed them to me , I took them and drank with a glass of water.
"Thanks", she smiled.
Tay literally charmed my mom , that she ended up giving her the key to our house, because she didn't trust me alone in this house, but she absolutely trusted her I mean who wouldn't, she was everything you ever dreamt of.
She knows my house better than I did, sometimes I feel like she lived her before, "Before you leave, do you have some weed with you?", I asked and she gave the look you give someone even you say "don't you dare"
"You have a headache, those pills will knock you out, I don't need you smoking right now", she told me , I guess she could tell I was about to throw a fit, "Fine, I'll leave it here but only if you do it when you wake up promise me?", I rolled my eyes with a smile on my face.
"I promise", I told her, I could tell she didn't like it when I smoked but she knew why I did it but she had no idea she was one of the reasons.
She came to kiss my forehead, "Get better I'll call you later", she told me before she left.
Now I'm alone , I hated being alone it was the worst , but sometimes it was the best thing ever.
-xoxo.
