Monét
Is it possible to love someone as much as I did, to believe that they were made just for you, it didn't matter if you never spoke about anything, their company was enough.
We watched the stars from her room, it was night as we laid on the blanket on the floor, tonight I was hers and she was mine, I didn't want to leave I hoped she also felt the same.
She stroked my hair, and kept massaging my scalp , it felt good, better than weed, " Have you ever thought someone was made just for you", I asked her.
She chuckled, "Yea and you feel completely at peace with them", she replied and l smiled.
"Best feeling right?", I said playing with her other hand.
"It is", she said softly.
Anytime now girlie.
I know I was close to admitting my feelings to her but I held myself back, "Let's go to bed", she helped me up, Tay was taller than me, I was ridiculously short, it was annoying.
We got in the bed, every time we fell asleep together I realized we'd be cuddling, it felt weird not to.
"You're so beautiful", her eyes met mine and I smiled, "Thank you", I thanked her.
She had a thing of staring at me longer than usual, I always wondered why she did, but I liked it, I was not complaining or anything.
"Goodnight", she kissed my forehead.
She always knew how to make me feel better all the time, I instantly forgot about my problems, I was happy around her I don't know how she did it.
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"Morning girls, you two have to wake up, I'm leaving for work", I heard Tay's mom talk.
"Okay", I heard Tay mutter under her breath.
Her mom left the room, "We have school in an hour", I told her.
"Ah fuck do we really need to go to school", I raised my brows in disbelief.
"Since when do you suggest we skip school, I'm the only always skipping", I said.
She rubbed her eyes, "I hardly slept, I want sleep with you, you are comfortable", she told me, I hid my blush by standing up, got pulled back.
I rolled my eyes, "Think about it, we just have two classes today and we can catch up, or get notes from someone", I thought about it , it was whatever I didn't care.
"Fine", she always got her way with me.
She smiled, "Then I could finish my painting of you then we could go somewhere, like a mini road trip"
"Sounds good, that means we have to get out of bed so that your mom believes we are going to school", I told her.
She still looked good even she wakes up, "Yeah you're right, you can use my bathroom , I'll use the other one", she told me, "Okay", I replied.
I got out of bed, and took a shower , after 20 min I had no idea what to wear, I grabbed a oversized T-shirt from Tay's drawer, it looked like a dress on me, "You look good in my T-shirt", Tay smirked entering the room fully dressed.
How did she always get ready so quickly, "I had absolutely nothing to wear , so since you are tall, your T-shirt would simply look like a dress on me, and FYI you're not getting this back", I sweetly told her.
"No way, that's my favorite T-shirt , but it's fine I know where you keep your clothes anyway", she replied.
I rolled my eyes, "Who told you that I'd keep this where I normally do", I questioned.
"Playing games with me , I see", I smiled.
"But it's okay", she told me and I knew she had a stupid idea in her mind, because her eyes sparkled.
Anyone would say I was attentive of Tay of course I am attentive, I have a liking towards her, I paid attention to every little thing she did, it was hard not to.
"Let's go get this painting finished, I can't wait for you to see it", she told me leading the way.
"Great , more hours of sitting on that uncomfortable stool, so fun! Thrilling!", I sarcastically said following behind her.
She laughed, "Come on it's not so bad, you'll see that it is worth it", she told me.
I sighed, and placed myself on the stool but I didn't quite remember my positioning, "Let me help you", Tay stepped closer to me.
She positioned me the same way she did yesterday, "Perfect!", I sat there silently.
After two hours, "There we go, we are finished, you did great", she kissed my forehead.
She always made sure to kiss my forehead every time, she is so sweet.
But your dumb ass won't tell her, you love her.
Really?
No seriously come on chop chop.
I mentally rolled my eyes.
If anyone could hear the conversations I had with myself , they'd be laughing all the time.
"Now I can see it", she shaked her head no.
"Why not", I pulled a long face.
She rolled her eyes, "I'll show it you tomorrow, I still need to touch up", I crossed my arms.
"Don't be like that, I'll show you tomorrow, wait I know you are hungry let's go eat", I rolled my eyes.
She knew bettter than I knew myself, I was getting an attitude or being dramatic when hungry but I wasn't going eat but I was Tay she'd make me eat.
She took my hand in hers, and we headed to the kitchen, I sat on the stool beside the kitchen counter while she kept moving around , getting two bowls , cereal and milk.
I kept taking glances at her, I knew she noticed but she kept quiet, "Here you go love and finish that cereal or we are not leaving", she threatened.
If I could roll my eyes any further I really would, now I have to finish the cereal ugh, "finee"
She smirked, "Good girl", she said.
Good girl??!!! She said good girl.... to meeee.
The girl is going to be the end of me, even Lord knows.
-xoxo.
