Taylor
Did I just fuck up ?
I had no idea, I didn't know, I paid no attention I know how broken she is.
She's broken because of me, I should've said something, she probably thinks I hate her when I actually don't.
She told me she needed to be alone and I'll respect that, I'll wait for her call but she doesn't call I'll go to her house I'll not be having it.
I didn't know what to do , I could talk to someone about this , "Dude, Monét just told me she liked me I don't know if I should be happy or stressed"
He laughed , "You are just overthinking everything, she said she likes you and I know you feel the same so just tell her that you feel the same what do you have to lose?", he was right I was exaggerating.
Josh was a good guy I'd go to gym with most of the time he is basically my gym partner, who calls their kid Josh but whatever.
I'm happy that she did tell me but I missed so much signs, I couldn't tell her because I thought she didn't like me like that.
I was from a relationship that had me fucked up , I fucking loved that girl , I don't think I'm ready for another one, it'll take time and I don't want to make her feel like a rebound it just wasn't fair.
I know how it'll make her feel that's why I am prolonging to tell her.
She probably feels like shit right now.
This girl has me stressed out.
Do I tell her I felt the same or do l break her heart for her own benefit.
But it's not forever, because I'll always come back for her.
Forever and always.
-xoxo.
