Swat one shots

season 5 ep 9

sorry for the slow updates but im working on it I promise. I have a new book im working on too. right now its called forever and its a Luca book. im gonna use rose from the previous one shots but the book may differ from the one shots so they won't go hand In hand. so feel free to check that out. I just watched ep 9 and this is what this one shot is based off of. I hope you enjoy it. and thank you for the support. 

they have taken down the cartel and street is walking towards Chris 

Chris pov 

its over its finally over. I look up and see Jim walking towards me. I hobble towards him and when he is close enough I throw my arms around his neck and he pulls me tight to his body. I take a few deep breaths and bury my face into his neck. I dont care who is around or who may be watching I just want him as close as I can. "its ok I got you" I hear him whisper and I let a few tears escape. "I got you. your safe" he continues to whisper in my ear and tightens him arms around me. I nod my head and take another deep breath before pulling back from him. I look up at him and smile. as we pull apart the rest of the team approaches us. "you ok?" deacon ask. "yeah you" I ask. he nods and I pull him into a hug. he squeezes me back tight. "alright you ready to get home" deacon ask. "yeah I am" I say. "well you two are gonna ride in the helicopter back and we will meet you back were gonna ride in one of the cruiser" hondo says. " actually I think I want to ride with Jim" I say and they look at me "deacon can ride on the helicopter and one of you if you want but I want to ride with Jim" I say and hondo nods. "ok tan ride with deacon and ill ride with them" hondo says and we all break off into our rides and head home. 

Jim helps me in the car and then walks around and gets in on the other side and hondo sits upfront. once in Jim and hondo remove their vest and they end up in the floor. I am looking out the window and I can feel Jim staring at me. "hey you ok" he ask. I nod my head holding back tears. I mean I work in a dangerous job I get that and I can come close to death any day I go to work but today was completely different. all I could think about was him. was Jim. what would he do if I didn't make it out alive, how would that affect him. and then he had the gun to my head and threatened to kill me. I didn't want to cry but I couldn't stop the tears that flowed free. "hey its ok. your safe now" Jim says and pulled me to him. I buried my face into his chest and cried. Jim ribbed my back and held me close as I eventually cried my self to sleep in his arms. it had been a long and tiring day. 

we make it back to HQ and there is a paramedic waiting to look at my leg. I sit and let him examine me. Jim is hovering by. "well it docent look broken. gonna have a nasty bruise. I recommend you taking it easy for at least 24 ours and if possible someone stay with you to help you out tonight." he says. "I will" Jim volunteered. I nod my head and stand up to walk away. Jim follows me to the my car and opens the passenger door. he helps me climb into my jeep and walks around to the driver side and gets in. "so you want to stay at mine or yours" he ask. "mine places" I say and lean my head back. "ok im gonna stop at mine and pick up a few things and then we will head to yours." he says. I nod me head and close my eyes and lean the seat back. 

im awoken to Jim telling me where home. I get out and we make our way up to my apartment. he sets his bag down and I look at him and finally realize he has picked up take out. Chinese food. we sit in the living room and eat in silence. once we are finished he cleans up and I stand up. "you ok" he ask. "yeah I just want to take a hot shower and get into bed" I say and walk towards my room. "ok well holler if you need any help" he says and sits back down and gets on his phone. 

I take a shower and get changed into some comfy clothes and crawl into bed. "Jim" I holler. he walks into my room in sweats and a t-shirt. "yeah you ok. you need anything" he ask. "can you lay with me" I ask. he nods and crawls into bed and pulls me to his chest. I lay my head on his chest. "what are you thinking about" I ask. his arms tighten around me "I thought I was gonna lose you today. when hondo called and said that y'all missed check in and no one had heard for you or deacon I started to worry. wondering what I would do if I didn't have you" he says. "I thought about you too. about how you would cope if I didn't make it out. its the reason I fought so hard to get back was because of you." I say and look up at him. "I love you Chris. so much" he says. "I love you too" I say and kiss him. I pull away and lay me head on his chest. its not long before im sound asleep listing ti his heart beat. im not sure what tomorrow will hold but I do know after today I dont want to waste another min wondering what if.