Street pov
S: why are you here
C: what do you mean
S: I can't keep doing this weird half relationship with you
C: street you know we cant
S: and I would ask you to but i can't keep doing this. You burrow into my head, into my heart. I can't touch you, I can't kiss you. Do you realize how screwed up this is?
I don't wait for a response as I walk past her to my room and shut the door. I didn't mean to come off sounding so mean but I can't do this. I can't keep going in circles I just can't. I risked my life for my mom and this is what she does. She goes and OD's. I sit on my bed and the tears start to fall. I cry for my mom I cry for the fact that the woman I love is right in front of me and I can't have her. I cry to just cry. I eventually lay down and let sleep consume me.
Chris pov
I stand in the kitchen a little longer after street walked to his room before I let me self out and lock the door. I get into my jeep and head to my apartment. His words just replay in my head. "Do your realize how screwed up this is". I finally arrive home and make my way upstairs and open my door. Once the door shuts o let a few tears escape that I was holding back. My heart hurts I want street to be ok I want us to be ok but right now I need to give him some space. I don't want him to push me away. I decide I'm gonna shoot him a quick text before I go to bed. It says "hey Jim I'm sorry about your mom and I'm sorry about the impossible situation I put you in. We just can't because of work and I'm sorry. But if you need anything and I mean anything at all no matter the time please call me. I'm sorry Jim."
I send the message put my phone on the charge take a shower and get into bed for the night.
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Swat one shots
Hayran KurguThis is gonna be one shot stories from the swat tv series. It may include all characters. I'm open to request. Just let me know what y'all want to read and I will try my best to make it happen. Fair warning I'm in nursing school most days I'm at sc...
