BROKEN PIECES.

CHAPTER 40 | It Can Wait.

JABU

#NotEdited

I have just arrived home and I am so tired. I have so many assignments to do and have to submit before the end of the week. Exams are going to be approaching soon and that means I have to start now cause I want to get distinctions on all of them and do my second year. I am going to finish my degree in time. I don't want to fail any of my modules. I can't afford that cause bursary states that I have to get a 90% mark on each module.
I drop my bag on the lounge floor and go to my bedroom. I need to wear something comfortable and take a 30 minutes break before I begin to study. I take off all of my clothes and my body sings cause my boobs are free from wearing a bra. It gets exhausting sometimes to wear a bra even though I can get away with not wearing it but I choose to wear it. After showering I go through my closet and look for T-shirt to wear. Yes I'll wear only it. I walk out of my bedroom and go to the kitchen so I can make myself something to eat.
My fridge has everything I cac eat but I don't know what to make. So I decide to make a quick cold sandwich and juice. After I'm done I sit down on the lounge and eat. My phone rings and I pick it up. It's Kwame.
" Somebody's son " I say smiling.
" Where are you? " He sounds different. Almost cold.
" At my apartment. Why? "
" I thought unce Rocco was going to bring you here? "
" I asked him to drop me off here instead. Whats wrong baby? " He sighs.
" But...You know you can...It's ok love. I'll see you later " He hangs up. What's wrong with him?.
Something is bothering Kwame and I have no idea what it is now. He seriously can't tell me it's about work cause I know that's not the truth. When he dropped me off he was fine so what changed now?. I look at my bag that's carrying my books and sigh. I go upstairs and pack my clothes and everything I will need. I just wear shorts cause I'll be in the car from here to the house. I then call bab"Rocco. He answers like he was expecting my call.
" Ntombi? Is everything okay? "
" Can you please come and pick me up baba. I don't think uNqubeko is fine cause we were talking just now then he hangs up on me. "
" I'll be there in 10 minutes ntombi " He says.
" Thank you baba "
The sandwich I was going to eat somehow doesn't look appealing anymore. I take the plate and put it in the frigde. I pack my laptop and chargers. I double check just to make sure I have everything I will need and I do. I will buy whatever I forgot to take. My phone pings and its a message from Inga asking me when she can come cause we saud we had to do a study session together. Damn I forgot about that. I'll have to ask Kwame if it's okay for Inga to come. I hope Inga will behave too when she's there cause I don't want her to make me feel uncomfortable. I decide to call Kwame.
The phone rings and rings. He doesn't answer me. Damn Kwame answer the damn phone. Now I'm worried. My door bell rings. I stand up and walk to it and its bab'Rocco. I open the door for him.
" Ngena baba ( Come in )"
" Are you ready? " He asks walking in and takes my bags.
" I am. I was calling him right now and he's not picking up. Have you seen him baba? "
" Maybe he can't hear his phone. He's at the house though "
" Thank God. I was worried about him " He smiles.
" You really love him don't you? "
" With everything I am and have " I tell him as we walk out and lock the door. We walk then get in the elevator.
" He can be stuborn sometimes when he doesn't get his way. Be patient with him ntombi "
" I have seen that. I will be patient baba "
" I have never met a young woman who's smart and matured like yourself. uNqubeko is really lucky to have you " He says as we get in the car. I get in front with him. I like riding in the fron with him cause we get to talk.
" I am the one who's blessed baba cause I don't know where I would be if I had not met him. It scares me to think that " He nods.
He drives us home while we're just talking and I find out that he doesn't have kids. And it's by choice not that he can't have them. I am so surprised cause I thought he might have a big family. He does tell me though that he has nephwes and nieces and that's all the children they need. I wonder though if he has a woman in his life but I don't ask him cause he's like a father to me so that would be just wrong to ask him.
The gate open and he drives in. There are so many cars in the yard it's crazy. There are some people in the front yard coming and going in the house carrying drinks. What is going on here cause I thought he is working?. God how the hell am I going to study here?. I sigh and look at bab'Rocco. He shrugs his shoulders like he's surprised too.
" Is there a party here baba? "
" It looks that way. The was only him when I left. They must have arrived after I left " I think of going back to the apartment but I can't and I don't think bab'Rocco will let me leave. I send Inga a message apologizing to her that we can't meet cause I have to go somewhere and that we'll study tomorrow.
I step out of the car, wearing my morning shoes, short shorts andn a t-shirt. No bra. If he gets mad at what I'm wearing then it will be his own fault cause he didn't tell me he was throwing a party but my t-shirt is a little bit longer so it's not that bad. I walk to the front door and walk in. The music is loud and it is packed. I don't see anyone I recognize as I pass people. I make sure I don't bump into anyone cause that will just freak me out. I continue to walk until I'm in the kitchen and see Samke and Hlelo sitting down drinking wine.
" Hi guys " I greet them. They turn and look at me.
" Jabs, hey girl " Samke stands up and hugs me.
" Hey Jabu " Hlelo hugs me too.
" I'm good and you guys? "
" We're great. We were wondering where you are " Samke says. Really?
" I had to go somewhere."
" Wow I can't believe you look beautiful even when you're wearing that " Samke says looking me uo and down.
" Samke?! " Hlelo reprimands her.
" Don't worry Hlelo. Some of us Samke don't need to put too much effort to look good. It just comes naturally." She looks at me like I have just offended her. Hlelo chuckles. " Have you seen my man? " I ask Hlelo. She smiles.
" Yeah they are at the backyard " She tells me.
" I wouldn't go there if I were you. They are busy " Samke says sipping her wine. Busy during a party?.
" I'll be back " Samke scoffs. I don't know but I think Samke doesn't like me.
I walk out of the kitchen and make my way to the backyard. I open the door that leads me outside and walk out. Surprisngly the back yard is not full at all. I think they are about 30 people but they are still many I guess. I look around searching for Kwame and I hear whistles from guys I pass. I hate that cause they are making feel like I'm some piece of meat. I'm about to walk back cause I can't see him or any friends but stop cause I see a group of men just further down the yard and it looks like they are in a meeeting.
Do I go there or do I go back?. Fuck I'm going there. My heart begins to race cause I don't know how he's going to react. If he dare shouts at me in front of these people? I swear I'll walk out of this house. The closer I get I feel like somehow the whole yard has gone quiet. I look back and see people looking at me. Ok what is going on?. Is there a rule that says I can't disturb them cause they are having some sort of secret meeting?. Well I don't know anything about it so tough and besides. he once told me that I can disturb him at any time. Even in meetings so this is me doing exactly that.
I walk closer and all of their eyes are on him cause he's the one talking. His head goes up and his eyes lock with me. I see surprise on his face then he smiles. I can't help it but smile back. At least he's not....Oh shit! His eyes leave my face and they go down my body and don't stop until they are at my feet. The go up again and lock with mine. I feel everyone's eyes on me as I walk and stand in front of him.
They way Kwame looks at me is something I'll never be able to explain but right now. I feel naked but in a good way. I feel like I'm the sexiest thing he has ever seen.
" Hi everyone. I'm sorry for disturbing you but can I steal him. He'll be right back " I say. They mumble their greetings. I feel so nervous. These men sitting around this table are something else. I look at the table and notice that there's a blueprint for some house. Are they building something?.
" Love " He says and my heart melts. He opens his hand for me to take it and I do. Our fingers entwine. " Don't ever apologize for wanting to see me or talk to me. Everything else can wait but not you. Msizi take over. Come love " He stands up and lets me lead the way.
I can feel his eyes on my body and he's making it difficult for me to walk cause I feel like I might miss a step and fall on my ass. We leave the backyard and pass Samke and Hlelo. There's Tammy too. God what is this girl doing here?. I look at Kwame and he's eyes are on me ugh!.
We go upstairs to our bedroom and the moment the door shuts behind him. I hear a click. He's locking the door. I turn and I'm about to say something but he beats me to it.
" Take off your clothes " He says. What? " Love? Take off your clothes. All of them "
I seriously hope he wont cut them off or burn them cause that will make me angry. I take off my t-shirt amd I see his pupils dilating.
" How was I suppose to know you had company? Yyou can't be mad that I wore this?. I was home, about to study then you..."
" Please don't talk " He says softly. I step of my shorts and stand there.
He walks slowly to me like a predator. His eyes are locked on me making it hard for me to look away. My breathing changes and suddenly my mouth is dry. I swallow. He stands next to me then push the braids away from my chest.
" There are people in the house "
" I don't care "
" But..."
" I said don't talk love. Get on the edge of bed on your hands and knees " He says.
My clit jumps into action, my pussy instantly get wet. God Kwame. I slowly walk to the bed and crawl. My head hits the duvet as I lay down and arch my back. God I feel so exposed like this. I feel like he can see everythinmg this way. I bite my lip and wait. Something drops to the floor hard and it takes everything in me not to look and see what is happening.
Hands carress my ass. The massage them then separate them. He blows air as he separates them and I arch my back more. He is on his knees and his face is right there on my orifices. My hands grip the duvet tight. I feel kisses around my ass and he bites it too. God what is this man doing. He pulls them apart then I feel his mouth on my pussy and I moan. God he's muffing me from behind.
His hands go to my waist and he holds it tight. I arch my back again pushing my ass up and he groans. His tongue goes in and out of me. He licks me like he's licking ice cream. Fuck this feels so good. His mouth then closes around my clit and he suckles.
" God yes...Ahhhh. Oh...Baby "
He moans then I hear him swallow and that just makes me move my hips back and forth.
" Fuck yes! " he says. his fingers go to my clit and he they rub it while his tongue runs all over my orifice.
This is so fucken good. God I love this. If feels good and also dirty. His tongue goes back to my pussy and muffs the it like crazy. I can feel the wetness between my thighs and the way his beard brushes on my thighs makes my eyes roll to the back of my head. My Body shakes so and I try to hold it in but the sensation is too much. I scream outloud as my orgasm ripps through me and I fall on the bed.
Kwame turns me around making me lay on my back then he gets between my thighs. His dick is at my entrance. Can he just push it in already? God!. He doesn't push it in but continues to rubs it between my vulva and on my clit. He clenches his jaw and his face gets hard.
" Fuck! " He groans. Oh he's going to come and I want it to be different this time for him. He gives me pleasure when he makes me come so I want to do the same for him.
I slap his hand away then then grab his dick and push it in me. Kwame try to pull away but I wrap my legs around him and his dick head forces it's way in and we both groan. He holds my legs in place with his hands preventing me from forcing him to slide himself all in. He groans cursing loud, stands still then he pulls out and his cum shoots up and lands on my stomach and boobs.
His whole weight falls on top me. He finds my face and we kiss. His kisses are hard and I know why. It's because he's denying himself the opportunity to just slide in and make love to me.
" Damn you love. What are you doing to me? "
" Loving you " He chuckles.
" How can you show everyone izishebo zam kodwa? " I laugh. I don't think I have ever heard him talking with me in isiZulu and he speaks it beautifully. I mean of course he must cause his mom is umzulu.
" Waze wakhuluma kamnandi bo " I tell him.
" Kodwa hhay njengawe sthandwa sam " He says
" Oh Nqubeko " I say cooing and he chuckles.
" Kodwa uyazi ukuthi ngikuthanda kangakanani? " he asks me.
" Ukundlula wonke umuntu? "
" Umbuzo ewani manje? " Oh my God I can't stop giggling.
" Ngiyazi ukuthi uyangithanda ukundlula yonke into kanye futhi ukundlula wonke umuntu emhlabeni."
" Kuzohlala kunjalo futhi kunaphakade." he promises. Ngiyakuthanda uyezwa? "
" Ngiyakuthanda Nqubeko "
We kiss passionately and neither of us want to let go of the other.
" Why did you let me in? "
" You mean why did I force you in me? "
" You didn't force me love. I also wanted to. Why did you do it though? "
" I wanted you to have a different feeling this time when you cum " He steals a breathtaking kiss from me.
" I want to fuck you so bad right now " He confesses.
" Why don't you? "
" I don't have time love. I was going to come at the apartment later to fetch you. I have to go out of the city tonight. I am expecting a shipment from O.R Tambo then I have to check and make sure everything has arrived safely and all of it without any damages.
" Is that why you were having a meeting? "
" Yes it was about that and something else too " I nod
" Ok but why are there so many people in the house like it's a party Kwame. The music?. You know I have assignments due and I have to study cause exams are soon going to begin "
" I'm sorry love. When I asked the guys to come over i didn't realize they would other people and drinks. Some of them don't know that I'm no longer a bachelor, that's why they came with their friemds "
" Can it please not happen again like this until you decide to throw a party "
" Done. They are gone already and if not. As soon as we leave our bedroom they are gone."
" Thank you cause I need to study. I even cancelled my group study with Inga when I got here."
" Call her and tell her to come while I'll be out working. There spare bedrooms her so she can sleep in one of them. for tonight only love "
" Ok I will. Promise me you'll be safe and you won't do anything that will take you away from me? "
" I promise love. When I come back. I'm having that pussy " I grin.
" baby? "
" Yes love "
" When you phoned me. You were not okay. What happened " he sighs.
" Nothing baby. Don't worry okay. The shipment is what is worrying me "
" Kwame I know you and I know when you're lying to me. You are right now. I don't like it "
" Love please. Not now okay. Ask me again when I come back okay? "
" Ok. " That look again. He's worried about something. I know it. I guess I'll have to wait for when he comes back cause I will ask him again.
We shower then leave the bathroom after he makes me come again. We walk down stairs hand in hand and all those people are gone. He leads us outside and all of those guys that were sitting at the table are still there and I see kudjoe has arrived too. There's also Samke, hlelo and Tammy and there's also another girl who's there now.
I feel Kwame'e energy changing. Ok what is going on? I look at him and his eyes are on that girl. Is this the ex or someone he forgot to tell me about?. They have made this born fire and they are all surrounding it. They stop talking when they see us.
" What are the fuck are you doing here? " He asks the girl.
" Hi Kwame. Uhm...Tammy invited me here and..." This bitch
" And you still came, sat here in my house until I saw you? "
" Kwame please..."
" Bra I told her to leave but she didn't want to. I could have made her but I thought jou vrou will deal with her " Collen says.
" Tammy if you ever show that skinny ass ever in my house again and bring this bitch here to or anywhere around me and my women. I'll kill you right now and throw you to that fire. Do you understand me? " Tammy nods her head furiously.
" Love you remember the story about me dating gold diggers. The one that my brother told you about? "
" Yeah "
" This is one of them. She came here cause that bitch told her about you and now she came to make sure. isn't that right Mpho? "
" I still love you Kwame. Please give me a cha...."
Kwame pulls out a gun on his back. I didn't see when he took it. He points it at mpho and Collen points it at Tammy.
" Tammy we are so tired of your shit. Always stirring trouble between us and our women. You know you two are no longer part of this gang so girl bye!. Voetsek man! " part of what?. I look at Kwame and he cocks his gun. Tammy and her friend Mpho grab their handbags and run out. The way Collen says girl bye makes everyone laughs.
He puts his gun back then takes my hand, sits down and I sit on his lap. They give Kwame a beer bottle and he opens it.
" To our ancestors. May they go with us as we go to work tonight and come back safe to our women." They raise their bottles " Salute! " kudjoe says and they follow him.
" Hosh" They all say.