Stone's Diary: Kairo

Chapter 74.) Sexing You

*please do not read this chapter in public*

The sun had turned in early. The crescent moon came out to play as the stars twinkled in the night and decorated the sky. The roads were surprisingly quieter than usual. It was a chilly night. It had been a difficult day for Lucky. His raging thoughts had been antagonizing him all day. Every-fucking-thing bothered him. He tried so hard to be attentive and be excited about celebrating Ava's 22nd birthday but his body robbed him of his joy.

He knew he disappointed her. He never meant to. He had so much planned for her but his body failed him. It fucking failed him. He had no explanation good enough to ease her pain. She reassured him that things were fine. She told him that she understood. But Lucky hated himself. The one time his heart was supposed to work alongside him, it betrayed him.

She spent her birthday with her family and friends. That bothered Lucky. Him not being able to celebrate such a special day with her, created a fire so massive, he wanted to shoot something. Someone. Anything but he couldn't. He changed and wanted to keep it that way, but damn it, he was pissed.

But the only thing that seemed to calm him down was his long, hot shower as he stroked himself to mental visuals of the way Ava's body trembled each time she had an orgasm. The way that she tried to stop herself from squirting because her body shook in ways that she couldn't explain. His dick throbbed.

Lucky was never the type to hurt for a nut or to slide into some pussy. But Ava was more than that. She was more than what society was taught to objectify.

The many showerheads hit each part of his perfectly sculpted and masculine body. With his head bowed, eyes closed. His locs hung in his face as he stroked himself faster as Ava's moans filled his ears. He imagined what their first time would be like. The way that her sleek folds would swallow him whole and refuse to let him go. He envisioned her nectar coating his thick length.

His dick pulsed and his body stiffened. Pressing his hand into the tile, his body slumped over momentarily as the warmth ejected.

"F- fuck..." he sighed, tilting his head back, "I'm sorry," his voice softened.

Coming down from his light-high, Lucky went to pick up his body rag until the familiar scent of mango butter invaded his nostrils.

Knowing who it belonged to, he closed his eyes, "Baby girl?"

"I'm not mad at you, Lucky," she spoke softly as she rubbed his back. "Are you ok?"

"I don't know," he softly admitted, lowering his head as his body melted to her touch. "I'm sorry..." his words came out as a whisper.

"Don't be," she brushed her thumb over his scar.

Lucky tensed up, "Ava... baby, don't do dat."

"Does it hurt?" She examined his other scars but couldn't help herself, and touched the one on his ribcage.

Lucky flinched then reached back and grabbed her hand, jerking her forward.

"I— I'm sorry," fear lingered in her eyes as she stared into his dark ones. "I'm sorry."

Show her the real you! the demon resting on his shoulder taunted.

No point in trying to hide it anymore!

Closing his eyes, Lucky clenched his jaw and pulled her into him. Pressing his forehead against hers, he massaged the back of her neck.

"I'm sorry," she apologized again.

"I'm sorry," he rubbed his nose against hers. "Just... please don't do dat again... ok?"

Ava nodded.