Chapter 32: What Did I Do?

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*4 months later *

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As I walk through the halls, I get strange looks from people walking pass by, but I just completely ignore them and focused on my throbbing head ache.

The bell rang just as I was about to walk into class. I stomp, and huff, blowing a strand of hair that had fell on my nose.

"Mrs. Edwards, you're late."

No duh Sherlock. I think I know that. "Sorry professor, it won't happen again."

"Have a seat." I quietly make my way to sit next to Andy.

"You look horrible. I guess you had fun at the party last night." She giggles.

Party? What party? "Wait, what party?"

"Wow, you must had a lot to drink if you don't remember anything. You went crazy."

Oh shit, I embarrassed myself. "Nooo," I whine. "what did I do?" I point out to everyone staring at me, some sending amused faces, some smirks, and a few scowls.

"Let's just say you had a bang of a time." She winks when she says bang, then chuckles and turns her attention back to the front.

I poke her side. "What did I do?" She just shakes her head. "Tell me." I hiss.

"Let's also just say that it probably might ruin you and Ian's relationship. Sorry." She shrugs and faces the front again.

What is that suppose to mean?

What did I do?

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"Please Andy, tell me what I happened!" I slammed the door to our dorm.

"Fine! You want to know what happened?! Hunh?" Her face was red. "You cheated." What? "yeah that's right you accidentally had sex with Sean last night! And nobody cared to tell me! Because you know what, I could've stopped it from happening! But nooooo, Drew had to get all drunk too, and say everything was just fine!" Her face was filled with anger. "You and Ian are the cutest couple I know, I don't want you to break up because of a stupid mistake you made while drunk."

I was lost for words. I just stood there shocked and utterly disgusted. I really did that? No I couldn't have. Right, I didn't, I would never ever do that to Ian.

Well that's where you're wrong Pinocchio, my stupid conscious started saying.

"Franny say something." Andy pleads.

"I need to tell him, I need to." I turn my head to her. "Does Sean know?" She nods.

"You should go see him too. He probably wants to talk as well." She pats my shoulder before heading towards the door. "I know I need to talk to Drew. Good luck." And then she was gone.

Why am I so fuckin stupid? Why?!!

"Sean!! Sean!" I pounded my fist against his door, until the door was yanked open.

Sean was standing there with a running nose, and an embarrassed look on his face. "We broke up. Me and Holland broke up." He sniffle.

"Sean, I'm sorry, I'm..." I trailed off.

"Did you talk to Ian yet?" I shake my head. "He needs to know. I can't we had sex, but we were drunk, so...I don't know. I don't want to talk about this anymore."

"Can I use your phone?" I sigh, typing in Ian's number, and bringing it to my hear.

After a few seconds, he picks up, and I start to panic. "Hello?"
I couldn't do it, I just couldn't. "Hello? Sean are you there?"

"Ian." My voice was shaking.

"Fran? Man you don't know how much I miss you." My heart swells, then I start crying, out of nowhere.

"Babe? Why are you crying? Do you miss me, is that why? It's ok baby, it's ok. I love you."

He won't be loving you for long. Dumbass conscious. Just shut up already.

"Ian, I have something very important to tell you."

"You can tell me anything babe." He coos.

"Promise me...you won't get mad." I sniffle, Sean ho,ding my hand.

"Fran what's wrong? Why would I be mad?" He asked concerned.

"Ian, I cheated on you, but please don't be mad. I was drunk, I didn't know what I was doing. It was completely stupid and ignorant of me to do something like this. And to make it worse, Sean was the one I had sex with. I don't want you to be mad at him, and think that he took advantage of me, because he didn't, he was also drunk. I hated the fact that nobody even tried to stop us. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry," I shake my head. It was getting hard for me to breath now. " I love you, and I will always love you. You can hate me all you want, I don't blame you, nor does Sean, but promise me, you'll at least forgive me. If you don't want to, I understand. I want you to know that I love Ian...I love you." I was completely out of breath right now, wheezing like crazy.

There was silence at the end of the other line.

"Ian?"

He sighs. "Okay." And then he hung, just like that, he hung up.

I drop down on my knees, bawling my eyes out as Sean cradled me.

"It's going to be okay Fran, it's going to be ok." He whispered into my hair.

What did I do?

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Characters:
Miranda Kerr as Franny
Colton Haynes as Sean
Sean O'Pry as Ian
Andy

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