My Only Sunshine

Chapter 14

After our talk at the clubhouse, Jax and I went to the hospital to see Abel. When we got there, Gemma was sitting there with him. She was reading to him which made me smile. "She is a good grandmother." I commented and he nodded. 

"With the threat on your life, I just wasn't sure it's a good idea to do a family dinner." He said softly. I nodded, but I still didn't believe there was a threat on my life. Nothing has happened. 

"Hey guys." Gemma said, kissing Jax on the cheek. "Hey Hadley." She smiled and hugged me, which was unusual for her. I hugged her back, none the less. 

"You guys will still be there tonight right?" She questioned. I nodded in response. She smiled. 

"Just came to see the kid before we went there." Gemma nodded at Jax's words, "That's good baby. He needs you." I smiled as I noticed Abel start to move around. 

"He's getting stronger every day." I said as I walked into his room, Jax and Gemma following closely behind me. 

"He is. He is going to come home soon, I just know it." Gemma said, the biggest smile on her face I'd ever seen. 

"Hi baby boy. You're getting so big and strong. Just like your daddy." I said as I looked down at him in the incubator. He wiggled around causing a smile to appear on my face. 

"Hey little man. I can't wait until you get out of the toaster." Jax said as he wrapped his arm around me. I smiled softly and leaned into him. 

"My goodness, he's perfect." I said as Jax kissed my forehead. I blew Abel a kiss and let Jax have some alone time with his son. I stood outside and stared in with a smile on my face. A man came over and looked inside. 

"Hmm, gang banger with a son in the NICU is not a surprise." He rolled his eyes. I looked at him with daggers in my eyes. 

"I suggest you shut the fuck up." I snarled. 

"Excuse me?" He questioned. 

"You heard me. Who the hell are you to judge? You're just a cheap suit." I was furious that someone would make a comment like that about Jax. Regardless of the stuff he's done, he is a good man. 

"I suggest you don't talk to me like that bitch. That biker gang won't be able to protect you should I choose to ruin your life." He stated darkly, his brown hair was pushed back but there was no hair gel. His green eyes showed anger, but it was controlled. He could be scary if he wanted to.

I stopped talking as he reminded me of the person I feared most in this world. My father was exactly like this. "Good girl." He smirked as he walked away, making sure to shove into my shoulder as he walked by. I watched him walk away and I began shaking in fear as he turned around to show me the evil glint in his eyes. Right after that, Donna and Opie appeared from around the corner. I swallowed my fear and looked back into Abel's NICU room where Jax was smiling down at his son. It really was perfect. 

"Hey Hadley!" Donna smiled at me and waved as they got closer. "Hey Donna. Where are the kids?" 

"Mary has them." Opie said, unsure of his own mother. 

"Ah, did you guys take the bike?" I asked happily. Donna nodded and I grinned. 

"Ope, I'm stealing your wife for the ride. I brought my bike too!" Ope shook his head and laughed. "Fine, but only there. You can't take her home." 

Donna and I burst into a fit of giggles as Jax came out of Abel's NICU room. "What did I miss?" 

"Your old lady is trying to steal my old lady." Opie stated. 

"Oh hunny, I don't need to try." I winked at him and blew Abel a kiss as we made out way to the bikes. Jax and Opie rode in front of me and Donna. Donna had her arms wrapped around my waist as we pulled up to Gemma and Clay's. Donna got off first and gave me my helmet back. Jax had made me wear his so I gave his back. We walked up to the door when Chibs opened the door for us. 

"Hey Chibs!" I smiled as he let us in, making sure to hug everyone on their way through. We walked inside and I went into the kitchen while Jax, Opie, and Donna went to the dining room to hang out with the other guys. 

"Hey Gem!" She turned and smiled at me. "Hi baby." 

"Can I help with anything?" I asked politely. 

"No, Luann and I are almost done. Just go spend some time with your old man." She said as she tossed a salad. I just nodded and went into the dining room and sat down beside Jax. Donna sat on the other side of me with Ope on the other side of her. 

"Everyone sit down! Dinner is just about to be served!" Gemma called. As she did, my phone rang. I looked down and pulled my phone out of my pocket. I excused myself and went to the backyard. 

"Hello?" I questioned. 

"You look beautiful Hadley." I cringed. 

"Do I know you?" I asked. 

"No, but you will." The man said. "Right now, you're wearing black skinny jeans and vans. Your fitted crop top makes me want to ravish you." I grimaced. 

"Look, I don't know who you are, leave me alone before I kill you." I stated, I didn't want to play games. 

"Nice try. But, I would love to make you cum harder than he ever has." This unknown man said in a gruff voice. I hung up. I didn't want to listen to it anymore. I knew I had to tell Jax now. I felt scared and I felt tears well in my eyes. I tried to keep them back. I knew I'd have to explain the situation to the club, so I walked inside and I sat down. Everyone had waited for me before they started eating. They all looked at me and I could have crawled into a hole at that moment. 

"You alright hun?" Ope questioned. 

"You were right." I said softly. 

"About what?" Opie asked, clearly confused. 

"I'm being stalked." I stated as I looked up at Jax. The anger appeared on everyone's face. 

"Jesus Christ!" Gemma was shocked. 

"How do you know?" Clay asked softly, but I could tell he was trying to keep his cool. 

"He just called me." I said, I wanted to tell them everything but it was disgusting what he had said. 

"What did he say?" Chibs asked me with the most gentle voice he could muster in his state of anger. 

"He told me what I was wearing and then said some sexual comments that I don't really want to repeat." I said, looking at my lap. 

"You need to tell us. We need to know everything." Clay said firmly, I knew he wasn't trying to make me uncomfortable. 

"He said that the shirt I was wearing made him want to-" I paused and pinched the bridge of my nose. "ravish me. Then I told him to leave me alone or I'd kill him and he basically laughed and told me that he would love to make me cum harder than Jax ever has." I was disgusted and embarrassed. 

Jax was so angry that he punched the dining room table. "Give Juice your phone." Jax ordered. I nodded and handed Juice my phone immediately. "Find this mother fucker." Jax ordered Juice. Juice nodded and went and grabbed his backpack that contained his laptop. I stood up and went to the washroom. I did my business and then I walked back out into the dining room. 

"Are you alright?" Gemma and Donna questioned me at the same time with concern in their eyes. 

"I'm fine." I shrugged and they gave me a look. I sighed, "Those comments really made me uncomfortable. My father has raped me before but comments like ravishing me," I put air quotes around ravishing. "Should be made by my old man. And no one but Jax should be talking about making me orgasm. It's disgusting and disturbing. And I want to change my shirt now." 

I felt the tears welling in my eyes. This felt like a whole new world of hurting, one I had never experienced. "Ope!" Donna called out to him. "Give me your sweater!"

He didn't even question it, he just took it off and handed it to me. I put it on and I saw the pity looks I got from Tig and Piney. Jax sighed as he hugged me. "I'm sorry babe." 

"It's not your fault," I was going to make a joke but I didn't and that scared me. "Until we figure this out, you go no where alone, okay?" I just nodded at him as I finally let my tears slip down my cheeks. Unfortunately, this whole fiasco left all the food untouched.