My Only Sunshine

Chapter 17

After I worked the bar that night, Jax took me home. I rode my bike and he rode his. He walked me up to the door. "Hadley, I am with you. You are my ride or die. I was feeling sorry for myself because I feel like I can't keep my old lady safe." 

"I know Jax, but I need you. You can't pull away from me right now. This isn't your fault, whatsoever. So, what I need is for you to not let this psycho freak get between us. I want you to fuck me like nobody is watching. I want you to kiss me in public and wrap your arms around me at the club house like you used to do." I told him everything I was feeling. "I don't want any of that to go away just because of this psycho freak." 

Jax nodded, "I know babe, I am sorry. I won't let this guy come between us again. You are my old lady, and even he is going to know it." He smirked as he smashed his lips against mine. My heart started to beat faster as I wrapped my arms around his neck and he opened the door and then lifted me up by my thighs. I wrapped my legs around his waist and slammed the door shut with my hand as we got inside. 

Once the door slammed shut, he pressed me against it, nipping and kissing down my neck. I moaned softly as his one hand slid to my ass and grabbed it tightly. I grabbed a little bit of his hair and tugged as he continued with the licking and sucking on my neck. He pulled me away from the door and locked it before kissing me again and walking down the hall to the bedroom. Once we got there, he dropped me on the bed before sliding off his kutte and t-shirt. As he undressed, I undressed as well. As I pulled off my crop top, his hands moved to his belt. I undid my bra and let it slide off my shoulders and then I threw it to the floor. 

I moved on to my jeans next. I undid them and slid them down my legs. The dropped onto the floor by Jax's feet and then I took off my socks and slid my lace panties down my legs and before I knew it, Jax was on top of me again. He captured my lips in a sloppy kiss as his hand found my aching center. He added one finger and pumped it in and out, curling his finger to make sure he hit my spot. One finger left me in a moaning mess against his lips. 

When he added another finger, I began to get louder and louder, the more unrelenting he was. "Jax!" I cried out in pleasure as I threw my head back onto the bed. It wasn't long before his hardness was lined up at my entrance and he was thrusting into me mercilessly. One of his fingers rubbed my clit and the other hand rested on my tit to support him as he fucked me. I began to spasm as the hot ball grew in my stomach. I began to scream his name as I met my peak. He wasn't far behind and he grunted as he spilt his seed in me. 

My heart beat so fast, I thought it was going to beat right out my chest. Jax collapsed next to me. I rolled over on my side to look at him, "I love you Jax." 

"I love you Hadley." He kissed me softly and I realized I should get up to clean myself up. 

"I'm gonna go shower." I said as we broke the kiss. He nodded, "Got room in there for me?" 

"Fuck yeah baby." I grinned. He got up and I lifted my hand and jokingly pouted. 

"I'm sore, carry me." I was surprised when he picked me up bridal style. "I was just joking!" 

I began to giggle, but he didn't set me down. When we got to the bathroom, he set me down and then started the shower. We both stepped and showered. It was gentle as he washed my body and I did the same for him. When we stepped out, he grabbed a towel and handed it to me and I wrapped it around myself. When we finally got back into bed, it didn't take long once I was wrapped in his arms for us to both fall asleep. 

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The next morning, Jax was already gone, but I knew he had club business to deal with. I got up and got dressed. I put on a sports bra and a tank top with a pair of boy shorts and work out shorts. I put a pair of sneakers on and drove to the club house. When I got there, I got out of the car and immediately went over to the punching bag. I wrapped my hands and let lose on the punching bag. I punched and punched, throwing a few kicks in there as well. 

Half-Sack came over and held the punching bag. "Thanks." I said, breathlessly but I didn't stop. It was maybe twenty minutes later that the club pulled onto the lot and parked their bikes. All of the club sat at the picnic tables talking while I let lose. I told myself I was going to do this more often. It was nice to just let lose and punch something that wouldn't get me into trouble.

Music was put on and that motivated me more. "Go lass! Kick dat punching bags arse!" Chibs joked causing me to stop for a second and flip him off. The club began to laugh and I continued throwing hands with the inanimate object.

After an hour or so, I went into Jax's dorm to shower and put on some clothes that I had left there. I had gotten dressed once I finished showering and then made my way to the bar. I began wiping stuff down and stocking. Donna came into the club house with the kids and I stepped out from behind the bar and hugged Ellie and high-fived Kenny. "Hi guys, I missed you!" I said to them brightly. 

"We missed you too Auntie Hadley!" Ellie grinned. I smiled at her words and Kenny gave me a serious look. 

"I heard a story of Uncle Jax hurting you Auntie Hadley. Where's uncle Jax?" Kenny seemed more serious than I had ever seen him in my life. I was going to let this play out. 

"He's in the garage with your old man." I said and looked over at Donna as he stomped out the door. 

"This should be interesting." I said as Donna, Ellie, and I followed him out to the garage.