A/N: Sorry for the late upload, I've been busy and due to signal problems narin kaya hindi ako nakapag UD kaagad but I guess I will be active again this February 12.
HANNA'S POV.
Nagulat ako sa ginawa ni Klent sa'kin, hindi agad ako nakapagreact, pero agad ko siyang tinulak ng makabalik ako sa sarili. Nainis ako at sinampal siya, napalingon ako sa paligid para tingnan kung may nakakakita, and there he was, seeing him walking away few meters away, breaks my heart.
'Craige'
Nakarating ako sa classroom na pagod, punong puno ng tanong ang isip ko, did he saw us? What's his reaction? But why would I get worry, he doesn't even like me, but that's not enough para hindi ko isipin ang nararamdaman niya, I confessed and he would witness me kissing another man, though I really didn't kissed him, nagulat nalang ako na umamin siya about his feelings then a few seconds his lips just landed on mine, which is very shocking for me. My mind was occupied the whole class, I wasn't able to focus lalong lalo na sa last subject which is kasama ko si, Craige.
Napatingin ako sa kanya, habang nilalaro ang ballpen, I don't know if he's listening or not, he's looking at the preceptor but his hands are playing with the ballpen, iikutin niya ito pagkatapos hihinto at iikutin na naman, pagkatapos hihinto.
"Ms. Kim!" Rinig kong sigaw ng preceptor namin.
"Pardon ma'am?" Nahihiya kong saad sabay tayo.
"Is there something bothering you, Ms Kim?" Tanong nito sa'kin. Napailing lang ako at sinulyapan ko ng konti si Craige, but he's not looking at me kaya't agad ko binalik ang tingin sa preceptor namin.
"Next time, Ms. Kim focus on the discussion, at wala kang ibang iisipin," Saad nito napatango lang ako sa kanya at sinenyasan niya ako na umupo, nag sorry ulit ako at nag thank you pagkatapos umupo, pinagpatuloy narin niya ang discussion niya, konti parin ang napapakinggan ko because Craige bother me that much, I've never saw him lay an eyes on me, not even a second, did he really see it? Diring diri naba siya sa'kin? Is he starting to hate me, because of It.
Naunang lumabas sa room si Craige, napadaan siya sa harap ko but he didn't even lay an eyes on me not even a second, as If I don't exist, I was about to talk to him when I felt a hand holding my wrist, agad kong tiningnan kung saan nanggaling ang kamay, agad kumunot ang noo ko ng makita ko si klent. Nilayo ko ang kamay ko at agad napalingon sa direksyon ni Craige, but he wasn't looking, he's just walking, napatingin ako kay Klent na nakatingin na din pala sa'kin.
"Anong kailangan mo?" Naiinis kong tanong sa kanya.
"Can we talk?" Pakiusap nito.
"I am busy, marami akong dapat gawin" saad ko, napabuntong hininga nalang siya accepting defeat, nang tumango siya agad akong umalis, hinanap pa ng mata ko si Craige pero hindi ko na siya nahanap pa.
Nakauwi ako sa bahay at agad kong nadatnan si papa na may kausap sa telephone, nang makapasok ako agad tumingin si papa sa gawi ko.
"Thank you for informing me" aniya nito sa katawag at binaba ang linya, lumapit ako sa kanya para magmano pero Isang malakas na sampal ang natanggap ko.
"Nasaan ba ang utak mo?" Sigaw ni papa sa'kin.
"How many times do I have to tell you na dapat mag focus ka, I allowed you to take surgeon, pero dapat mag focus ka, you always dissapoint me, Hanna" aniya nito at agad umalis, umalis narin ako at umakyat sa kwarto, napahiga kaagad ako at nakatingin sa ceiling, I was just staring at it, until I felt a water coming out of my eyes, ramdam ko ang pagsikip ng dibdib ko, I could feel my chest tighten, I was drowning with my own tears, until I fell asleep.
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أدب المراهقينHave you ever wonder of meeting someone you haven't met for a long period of time? Do you ever wonder of meeting someone who have been far from you for almost 11 years. A 19 years old boy, named Craige has everything he wanted, but except for time...