Psycho Series #1: Chasing His Obsession

Chapter 36

I spot the clock hanging it's been 10 minutes since we've decided to sat on the bed, kapwa magkaharap kami. He's pouting and that's freaking cute but I can't be fold with that!

He scratch his neck and met my eyes. "Are you still mad at me?"

Napasinghap ako. "You still don't know how to feel huh? It's been years pero hindi mo pa din alam?"

I don't want to be rude but I have rights to act like this to him.

He come closer to me and held my hands. "I'm really sorry for leaving you..."

I stared at him for a seconds then let out a sigh. "I'm not mad, I just feel abandoned and unlove after you left."

Nilapit niya sa kanyang labi ang kamay at hinalik halikan ito. "Naisip ko lang na masyadong mabigat ang sikreto ko sa'yo at iwan ka...ng biglaan?" Napatabingi pa ang ulo nito na para bang hindi din niya naiintindihan ang sarili

I tsked. That fucking secret of him.

He continued talking. "Nakausap mo naba 'yung parents mo?"

I stayed quiet.

"Talk to them, Savannah..." he said like begging. "Talk to them, to your real parents."

I immediately look away. "I-I can't!" Agad na tanggi ko

He sighed. "Don't be mad at them for giving you to your current parents now."

I gazed at him and pull my hands away from him. "I'm not mad! Why you always think I'm mad in everything?!"

Bahagyang nanlaki ang mata nito marahil sa biglang pagsigaw ko. "But...you're mad." He look like a kid defending what he wants

I groaned and stood up. Agaran naman itong umupo sa gilid ng kama para mahuli ang kamay ko para pigilan ako. Binalingan ko ito. "I can't easily talk to them after what they did to me, giving me to others because they can't raise me? Because lack of money?" Pagak akong natawa sa sinabi. "It's not reasonable. Kung hindi naman pala nila kaya edi sana hindi na sila nag anak! Easy like that!"

Lawson didn't get off his eyes on me, he seems reading me by that. But for me, he seducing me with those beautiful eyes. Fuck that!

I heavy sighed and sit on his lap then snake my arm onto his neck. "Dadating din tayo sa time na 'yan, Lawson. But for now, I can't talk to them even my current parents i'm not giving them any."

He smile understoodly. "Okay baby."

I almost choke to his respond. Don't freaking blush self, please!

"Any plans where to go?" He asked right away as he caressed my hair

Napanguso at napaisip. "I don't know..." I anwered right away, I faced him. "I have internship for today." I added

He doesn't seem confused or shock to what i've said, it will not surprise me. Pati nga sa real parents ko siya pa ang nagsabi sa'kin, kapitbahay daw namin sila noon at yun din ang time na nakilala niya ako, he's close with my real parents too.

And his another secret is, my current parents and Lawson already knew each other before I met him at school. 'Yung na car accident ang both parents ni Lawson sa hospital kung nasaan ang current parents ko nagtatrabaho doon sila sinugod. They did everything for his both parents but it's too criticial so they ended up dead. That time nandoon ako sa hospital dahil wala akong kasama sa bahay at sabi naman ni Lawson nagkita daw kami ulit doon at cinomfort ko siya dahil nga namatay yung parents niya.

And the last one is, he almost killed Adam and Remy. He admitted to me he can't control his anger and possessiveness that time so he almost kill them buti nalang daw dumating ang mga housemate niya para pigilan siya.