Astraea.

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It's so cold

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It's so cold.

I miss the feel of Zane's arms.

I clutch the pillow closer to my chest. I think there's frost on my eyelashes. A shaky hand lifts to brush the hair out of my eyes.

I don't know what happened. Actually, I don't remember what happened. The last thing I recall is the feel of Bullet's soft fur under my fingers. No, the last thing I recall is the cold fingers wrapping around my face, and a cloth.

Now, I'm here. In a cold, dark room with a dim light in the middle of the ceiling and a single bed. Also, a pillow. All my tears have dried up, and I don't feel like crying anymore, though I do miss Bullet.

I close my eyes again, almost falling back asleep, had it not been for the creek of the door, and the light seeping in. It almost blinds me. I let my eyes adjust and then turn to look at the figure in front of me.

He's...tall. Abnormally tall, and has a scar running down his left cheek. His long hair cascades down his shoulders.

Mal.

I back off until I hit the wall. He sighs, then takes a careful step towards me.
"Don't you dare" I stutter. He holds his hands up.
"I'm not going to hurt you, Astraea"

"Get away from me!" I scream so loud I suppose the neighbours hear. If there are even any neighbours. We might be in the middle of nowhere, literally. Like Courage The Cowardly Dog. Man, what a show.

"I'm not going to hurt you!" He screams back. I flinch. The pillow covers my face completely as I back up against the corner of the bed. I hear his footsteps come closer and closer until they're just a few feet from me.

"Look, I know we're not on the best terms. In my defence, you helped ETF capture me"
"Yeah. Because you're a fucking murderer and rapist" He winces at my words.
"Astraea, I'm past all that" I lower the pillow and throw it somewhere on the bed.
"Of course, you are. Why wouldn't you be? After all, it's not your life that was destroyed"

I turn my face away, not wanting to look at him any longer than I have to. He sighs, then places something on the table near the bed. I peek and notice the food.

Immediately, I realise how long it's been since I've had something to eat. My stomach feels completely empty. Like a void.

Zane would never let me be hungry back home. Any time I said 'I'm hungry' even as a joke, it's like his ears stood up and he turned his full attention on me. Then, we'd either go out for dinner or he would get me takeout.

I miss him.

Mal leaves without any other word, and I'm glad. I try so hard not to look at the food. To resist. To control my hunger, but in the end, it controls me. I gravitate towards the plate and place it on my lap. I know it's stupid. This could be poisoned for all I know.

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