Zane.

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I messed up. I messed up bad.

How am I to blame? He fucking kissed her in front of my eyes. How could I just stand there and do nothing?

I guess I shouldn't have gone that far, but I did, and now she hates me for It. I don't blame her.

I sigh as I notice the dried blood on my hands. Walking over to the sink, I scrub them as I hard as I possibly can, getting all the blood off of me.

She hates you.

Fuck. I know.

It doesn't matter how much I hate him, I shouldn't have done that. Not for him, but for Astraea. I knew what her reaction would be, but I couldn't control myself.

I raise my head while washing my hands, my see my reflection in the mirror. I look like I've been dragged through a fucking forest by my feet.

I wipe my hands and get into the shower, washing all the exhaustion of the day away. My head falls back. I let the water travel it's way down my throat, then over my chest, my abs, then lower.

I'm fucked up.

My left hand reaches down to stroke it. I gasp and press my right against the tiles in front of me.

Until you get your shit together, don't fucking talk to me.

Sometimes I hate that mouth of hers, but more than half of the time, I wanna fuck it until I bruise the back of her fucking throat.

You almost killed her friend, and you're touching yourself to the fucking thought of her? How fucked up can you be?

I don't want to feel guilt tonight. I don't want to feel anything. I know that if I stop to think, the dread would just weight my heart down. So, I don't think of anything.

My groans soon fill the entire bathroom. I press my hand against the tiles even harder. Instead of my hand touching it, I imagine it's hers. Her soft, tiny, delicate fucking hard jerking me off. Why am I like this? She doesn't want to see my fucking face, and here I am, imagining her touching me.

"Fuck." I grunt as I finally release and press my back against the cold wall. Steam fills the entire bathroom, making it hard to see things clearly. But I close my eyes and stay there for longer than I'd like to admit.

I miss her already.

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I get out of the shower, a towel draped around my waist. My hair feels cold against my forehead, so I run a hand through it, brushing it away. I wear my clothes and fix my hair before leaving the room.

I haven't even gotten out of the building when I hear a loud bang. My head automatically snaps at the source of the sound, my hands already taking out the gun from the back of my jeans.

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