The Toxic Love (Steve Rogers x Reader x Bucky Barnes )

Chapter 19

"Me and um-Buck... we-um-." he stopped and took a deep breath to calm his nerves and I reached over to draw circles on his hands letting him know to take his time.

"Um- Bucky and I were thinking if you would like to be our girlfriend and for us to be your boyfriends?" Steve and Bucky looked at me and then at each other getting more nervous by the second as I didn't respond to them. I clear my throat to respond to them as I look at them with wide eyes not knowing if I heard them correctly in the first place.

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~Steve's POV~

After I asked her the question she just kept looking at us without saying anything which made me more and more anxious. I looked over at Bucky and he also looked anxious, feeling that we probably messed up by asking her to be our girlfriend.After a few more seconds without any of us saying anything or moving.

"What if she doesn't feel the same way?'- 'Could this just be physical for her?' - ' Does she just want one of us?' - 'Does she want Bucky? Of course she wants Bucky, someone that can be there for her more than I can, just look at him'-

Little did I know that some of the same questions that were running through my head were also running through Bucky's head too but a little bit more workers than mine. I just know by the look on his face that he is going back to the Bucky that pushes everyone away including me when he first came back from Wakanda.

At this point I felt that time slowed down and that we stopped moving. I didn't notice that Y/N was trying to get both Bucky's and I's attention.

~Y/N's POV~

I have been trying to get ethier Steve's or Bucky's attention for about 4 minutes but it seems that they got stuck in their inner turmoil. I decided to have a bit of fun with Steve since he was the one to ask the question.

So I decided to wrap myself with the blanket and sit on his head so we aren't looking upward. I cupped one side of his face and I slapped him as hard as I could to try to bring him back. "OW!!!" Steve yelped.

Once Steve came back he saw that I was sitting on his lap with just a blanket covering me, he turned a nice shade of pink. When Steve was turning pink, Bucky snapped out of his daze when he heard a loud clap and the yelp that Steve gave. He looked over at both of us causing him to be shocked on how we ended up like that. I looked at Bucky and I directed him to come closer to Steve and I, which he was happy to do.

"If both of you idiots are done listening to your inner turmoil, I would appreciate it if you two allow me to answer your question." Both men shook their heads agreeing to allow me to answer. I cup Steve's face with both of my hands and peck his nose and lips then move towards Bucky and to the same to him.

Once I finish pecking them on the face I cup one side of their faces while both lean into my face liking the touch of my hands. "There isn't a reason for you two to be worried because I will be honored to be your girlfriend and to have both of you as my boyfriends." Both jumped up from the ground making me fall on my ass as both of them bro hug each other and are excited that I agreed to be with them.

"Yeah don't forget about me, who is on the ground because of someone"- Steve looked a bit guilty "wanting to be with my boyfriends but nooo they want to celebrate without me"

" Of course not dolls, we want to celebrate with you too, so how do you want to celebrate?" I think about it for a sec and I tell them that I just want to cuddle with them , so Bucky gives me his hoodie and we all cuddle as we watch a movie from the 40s.