The Toxic Love (Steve Rogers x Reader x Bucky Barnes )

Chapter 52

Trigger Warning (Mention of Minor character death)

After dinner, Tony came to see me and we talked a bit but I didn't say anything and he understood that it would take me some time to tell others after seeing how it affected me. I love that everyone is giving me space and letting me be and not trying to push me over the edge because then I wouldn't know what to do.

One Week Later

It has been a week since Alex's death and me coming out from the weird dream thing. I think at this point the team is getting annoyed that I haven't told them anything and have tried to ask but I just push them away because I'm not ready. The only people that I have spent time with were Morgan and Peter, one because Morgan is too young to understand what's going on, and Peter because he hasn't tried to push me.

If I wasn't spending my time with them then I was in my room doing nothing and just staring at a wall or bawling my eyes out frustrated that I didn't know what to do. Last night I was bawling my eyes out because Scott called me and told me that Alex's funeral was today, so now I look through my closet to try to find something to wear but find nothing. When I came back I knew that I wasn't going to stay for a long time so I left most of my clothes in the mansion which no is now destroyed, now I don't have a lot.

Scott told me that the service would start at 9:30 and it's like an hour's drive from the Compound to the mansion so I woke up at 5 in the morning to start getting ready. No one was awake so I thought but I kept walking down and didn't notice both dad and Steve.

Third POV

Tony entered the kitchen to get more coffee and some food while dropping off his old mugs when he noticed that he wasn't the only one in the kitchen early in the morning.

"What are you doing so early, Rogers?"

" Y/n was sobbing almost all night so I couldn't sleep and when I did fall asleep I heard her move in her room so it made me wonder why she is waking so early when lately she has been sleeping in."

Tony was about to respond when both men looked over to the elevator that was coming to that floor and when they saw Y/n coming out they both looked shocked because they haven't seen her since she's been staying in her room. They also noticed that she looked as if she was going out dressed fully in black which confused them because they knew that almost two weeks ago she worked on what she could get her hands on so she didn't have to work for the next two to three months.

They both looked and talked to each other and decided that it would be best if one of them would follow her to make sure that she is being safe and not doing something stupid. Both of them decided that Steve would be the one to follow and he could easily hide it from the other and Tony would be the one to help so Steve quickly got up and started to follow Y/n.

Steve got onto his motorcycle so he could quickly catch up with Y/n but not too much where she knows that she is being followed while Tony was telling F.R.I.D.A.Y. to track Y/n's necklace that he gave her. Tony knew that there was a good chance that Y/n purposefully left her phone in her room so using the tracker in the necklace that he gave her for her birthday would be perfect and she didn't even know about it.

Steve sees that Y/n is pulling up to a  mansion so he thought that she was going back to visit Alex and to talk to him or something, he wanted to stop but decided not to but to keep following her. He decided that it would be best if he left his bike behind and just decided to walk the rest of the way to not bring attention to himself.

Back to Normal POV

Scott and the rest of them decided it would be to do the service outside because it was a nice day and we would all get shade from the 3 big oak trees that Charles had since he was little. Scott wanted me to give a speech which I wasn't too prepared for because I didn't know where to start or what to write, I wasn't able to find the right words to even start. Scott nodded at me to tell him that it was my turn now so I got up and straightened myself up before walking to the podium.