The Toxic Love (Steve Rogers x Reader x Bucky Barnes )

Chapter 20

( Image the sunrise when you wake up without the road)

I didn't realize that we all fell asleep last night when we were watching the movie from the 40s that Bucky and Steve weren't able to watch after their "deaths". I strangely woke up before them to the sounds of the birds chirping and the ray of light that was only hitting my face causing me to wake up.

When I realized that I was between the two super soldiers, yesterday's question wasn't a dream,but a real thing that actually happened that made a smile appear on my face.

    I decided that I wanted to soak up all of the silence and be next to both Steve and Bucky a bit more longer before we had to head back since we all have to go work .

-three hours later-

    I grabbed my phone to check the time say that it was 9:45, so I decided to get up and help clean a bit as quietly as possible without waking up the boys.Once I did that I put everything in the truck and went to wake Bucky first since he takes the longest to actually wake up while doesn't. "Bucky" I said as I expanded the 'y' in his name " it's time for you to wake up my love so we can head back to the compound. " All he decided to do was humm as a response, so I decided to violently shake him which helped because he opened his eyes.

I moved over to Steve to wake him up which was quicker than Buck, but was still kinda confused where he was. I told both of them that I helped clean up the field and that we should head back before anyone noticed. " You know that you didn't have to clean up since we were the ones to ask you to come here with us." I just shook my head not agreeing  with Bucky telling both of them since they  put a lot of hard work and effort into making it happen I would help clean up.

    After a while we started to head back to the Compound and I was back between the supersoldier sandwich in the Truck." Soooo are we going to tell the others about us being together or are we going to wait until we are more '' as I put down my fingers after emphasizing and quoting the word. "And before you say anything I am NOT saying this to seem that I don't want to be seen with you guys' ' both of them chuckle at my words but they think a bit before answering. " I think it's a good idea," Bucky said.

    "Yea and it will be less pressure or anything if we didn't have the team involved in our relationship.Also I think it will be more fun to be running around and hiding to keep this private from the others." Steve said as he put his hand on my thigh while I leaned toward Bucky. After our discussion we all just stayed quiet and listened to the radio as we kept driving back.

-One Hour Later-

    Once we made it to the Compound we headed our separate ways Bujcy and Steve deciding that they wanted food while I just head to my room to take a shower and to check if I had any work to be done.After I was done taking a shower and checking if I had any work which I didn't since I did a lot before I decided to head to my father's lab. On my way I kept thinking how my dad would reach if he found out that I was dating both Steve and Bucky again but at the same time.

'WOuld he think it would work out?'

'Would he kill me?Bucky?Or Steve?'

'Would he be supportive?'

' What are his thoughts'

'Would he make me break-up with them?'

'Could it be awkward if we kept dating?'

Or broke up'.

All of these questions kept popping up since the last time I dated either of them. My father was mad at them because they both broke his daughter's heart but he couldn't see it  since he didn't let them see his anger. There are too many scenarios and outcomes of what might or might not happen and how my father would react because he just wants to keep me safe from another heartbreak. So some backstory when I first broke up with Steve and Bucky because both of them wanted me to date the other, they ended up breaking my heart because neither of them wanted to hurt the other's feelings.

So my dad would come at night and stay with me until I finished crying myself asleep .I then noticed that I arrived so I knocked and heard a come in and since no one was there . around I decide to greet him like the Stark I am.

"Well hello father of mine. How have you been? Did you miss me at all?" I knew that sometimes my sarcasm annoys him but I always tell him to think where I could've gotten it from while I point at him.