The Toxic Love (Steve Rogers x Reader x Bucky Barnes )

Chapter 63

While I was taking a shower both Nat and Wanda said that they can take care of Enzo. Will I take a shower and Steve went to spend some time with Sam and Bucky? When I came out of the bathroom I saw how cute  all three of them were acting so I filmed them so I could blackmail Nat as a joke because she is known as the serious Avenger.

Dad's party starts at 7 and dad hired a  nanny so they can take care of both Morgan and Enzo so we don't have to worry about them being unattended. It was already 5:30 pm so I let my hair air dry for a bit while I fed Enzo and changed him to get him ready for the nanny so then I can then get my hair done.

I finish drying my hair with the hairdryer since it's still a bit wet and I don't  want  to kill my hair while Wanda helps do my makeup as Nat distracts Enzo. All of us don't notice that it's almost 7 so both girls head downstairs while I wait for the nanny so then I could put my dress on and head down to the party.

As I was finishing zipping when Steve came into the room and when I didn't hear him move I looked up at him to see his mouth wide open and his eyes almost popping out. " What does it look like?"

He shakes his head, " No honey you look ravishing. If we didn't have to  attend the party I would have ripped your dress and taken you to bed."

I just chuckle at him thinking he would be able to make that happen. " I don't think that you would be able to do that. But we don't have after the party if you are still up to it?" I tell him as I fix his tie.

"Oh, I definitely will be up to it. It's been a long time since I have been inside you making you feel so good," he tells me as he leaves kisses down my throat while I let out a soft moan.

"Down boy because we still have a party to attend where my father would most likely kill you for not going to". He knew that I wasn't joking so he brought his elbow close for me to grab it to start walking to the elevator.

"So I was thinking, are we going to do our plan to make Bucky jealous because when he found out that you had a baby the look on his face screamed jealousy," Steve told me.

" I think that you are crazy for trying to get your best friend jealous"

"Well, I want all of us together because it just makes so much more sense for all three of us than two of us and we knew that from the start. I know that you are happy with me but when it was the three of us there was a different look in your eye that I just want you to have again." He tells me as we enter the elevator

I pulled him for a kiss which quickly got heated but Steve pulled away causing me to whimper. "So are you going to do it? '', he said and I nodded while the elevator doors opened. We both looked to see who it was.

When I looked it was both Bucky with Dot, who had their arm around Bucky's waist while he had a scowl on his face. Steve pulled me into his chest so we were chest to chest so he could have more access to my neck to start leaving pepper some kisses. As he started to nip at my neck I moved his face to bring it up to my lip so I could kiss him again more passionately and when he got the hint he started to kiss me possessively causing me to moan.

Someone let out a small growl which caused me and Steve to separate and let out an inaudible chuckle because we both knew it was Bucky. The doors opened again so I quickly dragged Steve out of the elevator and took him through the doors which left us in awe of how it really looked pretty and it seemed like it came out of a story.

Both Steve and I decided to split up so he could spend some time with Sam and the other guys while I went with the girls and Pietro.

Some time has passed since the party started and I met up with the girls.

"Y/n do you know why it looks like Barnes might kill Steve?" Maria asked me.

"Well, both Steve and I thought that our relationship is better with Bucky because without him it's like we are at square one so Steve made a plan to make Bucky jealous. When we were riding the elevator down to get here I agreed and that's when the door opened again and it was Bucky with Dot. So then we started our plan which was to act like horny teenagers that can't stop making out but only stopped when he let out a growl which his date was not happy about either."

I tell them causing them to laugh at the start of the plan they kept asking questions on how we are going to keep going so I tell them that we will show so much PDA when he is around and have loud sex so he can hear from the level below us but the others won't. They told me that I was a genius which I replied with I am my father's daughter.

Knowing that I'm breastfeeding I can't drink any alcohol. I just stuck with my favorite non-alcoholic drink, so I went to the bar to get another one. As I was waiting for my drink a guy came up to me and started to flirt with me but I told him to back off which he didn't listen to.

A familiar voice made both the stranger and I freeze because it was low and dark. I knew it couldn't be Steve, it had to be Bucky but I didn't look back. "Beat it before make sure you don't see the sunrise" He spoke to the man.

I looked where Steve was and saw that he was already looking my way but gave a look to ask 'if everything is alright?' I just nodded my head and looked back to see the man leave. I then decided that I needed fresh air so I started to make my way to the exit to go outside where I let out a sigh.

"  What the fuck do you think you are doing?"

 "Why do you care what I'm doing?"

" I asked first'' 

" I was just enjoying my night until that asshole came and started to annoy the hell out of me," I say, which causes Bucky to clench his jaw. " Now answer my question"

" I don't but since you are my best friend's best girl then I need to protect you," I let out a chuckle.

"You are very oblivious aren't you? Geeze, why are you so stubbed, you stupid man?"

"I'm not but I saw thru you that's why".

"Oh god. They fed you lies so they could make it seem like I was the bad guy and you guys would throw me under the bus which worked but Steve was able to quickly see it through. The only thing I don't understand is how you can't?"

"What do you mean?"

"What I mean is that how can you think that I would cheat on both of you when I was totally in love with both of you? Both of you were my first loves. Even if I married Alex and became a widow in less than 2 years, I still loved both of you but you don't care because you just see what they told you. All this time they just wanted to get with you and Steve because of the stories that they grew up being told about this great man which isn't wrong. But when they saw they were talking they made sure to steal them from me wanting the same attention that their grandmothers got in the 40s." Bucky just looked at me shocked and speechless which made my blood boil even more.

I just looked at him and decided maybe he's not worth fighting for anymore if he actually doesn't care what Michelle and Dot did or if he doesn't love me anymore. I knew that I would be alright because I had Enzo and Steve but knowing that I lost Bucky did hurt more, so I started to walk to the door but was quickly stopped.