My darling , my love (Camilo madrigal x reader)

47 ~ when the partys over

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YOUR POV ~

'don't you know...I'm no good for you...'

I stood firmly as the tears brimmed my eyes.

I wiped them away quickly, cursing myself for looking back at Camilo.

He stood in the same spot still in shock, as if he had just been slapped in the face

His face look hurt, broken even... he was upset well...upset was an understatement

He looked heartbroken, like his whole world had just collapsed before his very eyes

He shook his head softly, as if to beg me to say I was joking, lying...even considering forgiveness

I looked down focused on my breathing

'I've Learned to lose You cant afford to'

I closed my eyes trying to find some calmness.. some security

But there was no use, all I could picture was Camilo with her

He'd got tired of me and moved on to find something better

I was nothing to him, a stone on the path that you'd kick until you found something more interesting to do

He'd moved on, with ease

Found a new piece of meat he liked better

As the anger started to rise in me, my fists balled at my sides, my fingernails piercing my skin, as small drops of blood formed

'But nothing ever stops you leaving'

I looked back up at him, looking away harshly as we made eye contact

I walked past him, but before I could reach the door I felt a hand on my forearm

'Don't.' I spoke in a low role as I pulled my arm back

'It's too late' I said as I reached for the doorknob, twisting it as I left the room

As I left, I heard the faint sound of sobs coming from the now empty room

The sounds that were sure to haunt me forever

'Quiet when I'm coming home
And I'm on...my own'

I walked into my room, my breath shaking as I sighed

I wiped my eyes as I shook my head.

I told myself that i was being silly, over reacting

Camilo had seemed to move on...so why couldn't I?!

I slid down the door, silent tears filling my eyes as I sat on the floor.

He had hurt me, he was the one person I thought that I could trust. and he...

He'd hurt me like everyone else

'I could lie, say I like it like that like it like that
I could lie, say I like it like that like it like that'

As I quietly cried, the room around me began to spin slowly

The emotions I had been surpressing where slowly making themselves seen

As I tried to calm down I looked head of me

All I could see was a vision of him kissing her

Loving her, holding her

Just like He had done to me before