it's a lot easier to love you
this
far
away
tolerance
i think it was
before
i know
you're a good person
well,
i think.
i want to believe.
i want to give you the benefit of the doubt.
you just aren't a great parent.
you did your job i guess
i came out okay
though i want to think that's my doing
parentification is the easiest way to make a functioning adult
and i'm starting to understand your love languages now
food and gifts
you ask a lot of me
and expect even more
up close
in person
that's easy to do
i had a hunch before
that distance would do our relationship good
at least for me
i never expected to fall back in love with you
with this song playing at least
i feel like you might actually be okay
maybe i might even forgive you
would it be wrong?
would it be an injustice to younger me?
maybe if i go back to you
i'll see it again
what made it feel so bad
maybe all the memories will come rushing back
breaking through this dam of distant healing
YOU ARE READING
Book #2
PoésieThe old one is old and cringey. So I made a new one! I'm not a freakish middle school fangirl anymore, so you can read my ideas without internally dying! Now, it's meme time. // (mostly short stories and poetry, with a lil bit of meme-y stuff (idk)...
