Merder mafia ✔️

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after Meredith fed Greyson she put his back into the bassinet. she walked around the bed and stopped In front of me. she kissed me on the forehead before walking away and out of the bedroom.

I turned to look at the empty bed. I looked in the bassinet and saw he was fast asleep. I got into bed and under the covers and fell asleep.

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I woke up the next morning. I slowly got out of bed and pushed the covers onto the floor. I stood up and walked over to the bassinet. Greyson was gone.

I went into the bathroom and brushed my teeth. I went back downstairs. I walked into the living room and saw Greyson laying down on his play mat.

I walked over to him and patted his head a bit before going back into the kitchen. Meredith was standing by the stove... cooking.

"since when do you cook?" I asked walking up behind her.

"I don't, I have no idea what I'm doing" she said looking around the stove.

"you're making eggs, that's a hard thing" I chuckled.

"easier said then done" she mumbled.

"want me to help?" I asked.

"can you?" she asked looking at me.

"yes, I'll help" I smiled.

she moved out of the way and I moved in front of the stove. I fixed what she was cooking by throwing it on the trash before starting over.

"I'll go check on Greyson" she said.

"you let him on the floor now? I asked her/

"yea, his doctor said he was old enough to, and it'll be good for him" she said before going back into the living room.

MEREDITH SHEPHERD

I walked back into the living room. I went over to Greyson. I picked him up and held him onto my chest. I patted his bac gently. He turned his head before starting to cry. I went over to the couch and sat down.

I unbuttoned my shirt. I moved the side of my shirt and held his close to my breast and let him latch on. I moved to get comfortable on the couch and watched as he ate. he kept waving his hand in the there so I took It on my hand and rubbed the back of his hand with my thumb.

"how often does he eat? didn't he eat this morning?" Derek asked as he walked into the living room.

"yes, he's eating a lot more now, I don't know why but he's eating a lot more" I answered.

"that explains why he's gained weight" he said while setting the plates down on the coffee table.

"he's a normal weight for his age, he was just very small when he was born"

"how old is he again?" he asked.

"you don't know how old he is?" I asked.

"hard keeping tract of months instead of years"

"five months"

"so he's old"

"he's getting older yes, and he's starting to bite a lot when I'm feeding him so I'm going to have bottle feed him but he hates the bottle" I said while closing my shirt and laid him back down on the floor and watched him play with the toys.

we ate breakfast. Derek picked up the dishes and took them into the kitchen. "don't you go to work anymore?" I asked him following him into the kitchen. "I have my guys taking care of it. work pissed me off too much to go" he answered while placing the dishes in the sink.

"why does it piss you off to go to work?" I asked, walking over next to him. "because it got you and Greyson kidnapped" he said whole scrubbing the plates harshly. "at least Greyson's okay," I shrugged. "yea... but you're not," he said looking at me.

"I'm getting better" I told him. "you won't sleep in our bed" he leaned against the counter. "it... it's not that I don't want to" I said. "you don't forgive me" he added. "there's nothing to forgive you, you didn't kiss her. you said that she kissed you and you didn't kiss her back, you didn't do anything" I told him.

"then what is it?!" he asked. "why is it still hard for you?" he asked while tears welled up in his eyes. "it's not hard for me anymore, I just don't know when or how to tell you that! I'm ready. it doesn't bother me to kiss you anymore" I told him.

"really? so if I kiss you right now it won't bother you?" he asked. "No," I answered. he stopped to look at me before he looked down at my lips. he grabbed my face and kissed me hungrily. I opened my mouth to let tongue collide with mine.

after I few minutes of making out he finally pulled away, leaving us both breathless. "see... doesn't bother me" I breathed before going back into the living room. I walked over to the couch and sat down. I crossed my legs trying to get rid of the wetness between my legs.