ONLY BELONGS TO ME | A BTS FF |

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟝

Your POV

It was that day when I felt that feeling, unsteady heartbeat, zoning out in someone's eyes, smiling like an idiot, yes it was an unknown feeling but I'm sure about myself, as always.

I'm falling for him. That thought made me a complete smiling mess. I felt every day means every day was so joyful.

On the other hand he never even tried to cross his limits he was always respectful towards me like I'm his best friend's sister.

That kind of annoyed me but I hope there will be someday, he will finally get to know about my feelings.

The only problem that I was afraid of, was my brother. How would have he reacted? But he was my brother he got me and completely supported me. I was thankful for him.

One day I decided to open up my feelings and it was his birthday I finally opened up to him. He was not expecting that but he neither said no nor yes.

What he said was, "Chaeyi you were like a sister to me, I'm not complaining but my dream was to be an actor you know, I'm really focused on that, I don't want any distractions. Being in a relationship is that much responsible too, I believe you will understand me"

How could I say no to that hopeful eyes, that was my weakness still it is. I already knew this was what he wanted cus' he was already marked his career in entertainment he did many works too. And as a perfect admirer, I supported him.

From that day I never brought up that incident never put my feelings in between our encounters. I was always helped him in the most possible ways. And he never complained about any of that.

I was the most happiest one when he was accepted into the audition. I still remember that day. He was the one who called me and said he wanted to meet me.
When I saw him he ran to me and pulled me into a tight hug, he said he was accepted to the audition and he was thankful to me.
What do I need more than that?

After 5 months later that day, he go for the shoot. His drama was a hit and he became really popular. After his success, he called all of us for an amazing party.

At that party, he talked about his new work and busy schedules. That was the last day I had ever talked to him. He was always so busy with his career and I didn't complain about anything. Who am I too by the way? He never said any positive reply to my confession so I'm not in the place too.

Every dating scandal about him was heartbreaking for me. He never accepted my calls afterward we never met each other after that.

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I snapped from my thoughts when I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was him. I heaved a sigh and looked at him, it has been a couple of years and not a trace of communication. It's awkward at a point.

"Chaeyi..."

Omg that name, apart from my best friend he is the only one who calls me that. I didn't say anything so he Continues,

"My condolences for your family, and I'm sorry too. How much I had tried I can't see you in that way, you will always be my lil sister"- oh so is this the matter he didn't want to keep in touch with me. That made me somewhat into relief and I remembered my best friend's advice.

" I can understand, after all these years I had to, don't I. Uhmm I'm not upset, not anymore I'm tired of waiting. You are not the one for me I had this hunch from the start, but my greed... And I do have a lot of other things to do in my life op- Jongsuk,
I have to move on anyway. Thanku you for coming and informing me of this I'm really thankful for this meeting" I smiled at him and he too smiled.

This is not something I made up I'm genuinely am happy. Happy with everything I had to let go of him as I said he is not the one for me and rather than this I do have a lot of things to do.

Finally, we hugged, we stayed like that for more than a minute. It finally calmed my nerves. This is for the best.

After a moment of catching up, we both promised that we won't avoid each other anymore and be friends with each other.

After that, the four of us Bang and changwook oppa and Jungsuk oppa all spend some time with each other. Then we bid our goodbyes and he left, of course promising to meet each other again and he will introduce his fiance to me.

Yes, it's good to hear and finally, after a hectic couple of days, I felt happiness engulf me.

But I clearly know it was That it was the forerunner of a great earthquake.

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I know I suck in updates but I was busy with my academics. I had my sem exams last week and the final day I got encountered with covid 19. Ughh
It was hectic.

And now I got negative 🥳🥳🥳

And I will try my level best to update and im praying to God to bless me with lots of ideas 💡 yes... This is my first work and I don't even know how is this going.

Anyway, I hope u guys will still support me, and feel free to comment on your suggestions it will mean a lot to me.

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