Marvel Imagines/Smuts

Pain~Bucky (SMUT)

*its long, be prepared*

Bucky and Y/N are friends, nothing more. Even though they both secretly would want something more they never brought it up, it was just strictly friends in their eyes. But Bucky couldn't shake his want for her, so he didn't let that stop him from doing one of the hardest things to do, he took a chance and asked her on a date...well, kind of.

-Knock Knock-
Y/N looked behind her to see Bucky waving from outside the training room. She chuckled and waved for him to come in.
"You don't have to knock Buck, it's a communal area." She smiled and grabbed her water bottle.
"I just didn't want to disturb you." He sat down next to her and took a deep breath.
"Tony is having a party tomorrow night, are you going?"
"Of course he is." She laughed and rolled her eyes.
"Yeah, I'm going I guess. You?"
"Uh, I don't know. Maybe."
She nods and puts down her bottle, standing up to continue punching the leather bag hanging from the ceiling.
"If I go, do you want to come with me?" Bucky blurted out. She looked at him and smiled.
"Yeah, I'd like that."
He chuckles and stands up.
"Great. I'll-I'll uh pick you up at 8." He says goodbye and leaves the room.

-Next Night-
Bucky stood outside of Y/N's door with nerves flowing through his body, not only because this was a "date" in his eyes but because it was a party. Bucky became very anxious at parties, that's why he hardly goes to any but he knew that Y/N would help him through it. Knocking on the door he entered her room and saw her walk out of the bathroom. His breath caught in his throat at the beautiful sight before him.
"How do I look?" She asked.
"You look...stunning."
She blushed and looked down at her feet.
"You don't look too bad yourself, Barnes."
Stretching out his arm, she took it and locked them together. Entering the common room she saw it was packed with super well dressed people.
"Wow. It's a lot of people." He muttered and she looked at him with worry.
"If it's too much we can go, it's okay."
"No, no. It's fine. Lets find the group." He pushed down his fear and approached the team.

The team laughed as they shared stories. Y/N sat back on the sofa and listened to Natasha tell an embarrassing story about Clint. She looked over to Bucky and noticed him on edge. She leans close and touches his shoulder.
"Are you okay?"
He faces her and nods.
"Yeah. Fine." He pulls on his collar of his shirt and lets out breath.
"It's just really hot." He blinks his eyes and his leg starts bouncing.
"I think you're starting to have an anxiety attack." She puts her hand on his leg and he shakes his head no.
"I'm fine it's just hot. I-I think there's just too many people. T-to much hot air." He stutters and his breathing picks up.
"Bucky lets go to your room." She nudges his leg and he shakes his head.
"No. I'm-I'm fine."
"I'm not asking. Let's go." She gets up intertwining their hands and he stands.
"We're gonna go get a drink." She lies and the group nods as they walk into the busy hallway.

Once at his door she opens it and allows him to enter the secluded room before closing and locking the door. She helps him sit on the bed and takes off his tie and shoes. He struggles to unbutton the top buttons and his breath becomes erratic as he's shaking. She pulls his hands away gently and unbuttons the top of his shirt.
"It's okay. Everything's okay. I'll be right back."
He nods and stares at the floor trying to calm himself but failing. She rushed to his bathroom and wets a wash cloth. Coming back to him she squats down in front of him and brushes his hair away. Patting the cold cloth on his face and neck she whispers to him.
"It's okay bucky. You're safe. Everything is okay. We're alone, no one is in here but you and me. No crowds." She shakes the towel in the air so it gets cold again, unbuttoning more buttons she places it on his exposed chest. He sucks in a breath at the cold making him relax a bit. His hands still shook on his knees. She reached out with her other hand and placed them on his.
"Hey, look at me." She dips her head into his view and he connects their eyes. She gives him a comforting smile.
"It's okay. I'm here, I won't let anyone or anything hurt you."
He nods and she shakes the towel once again before wiping his forehead.

After he calmed down she put the washcloth in the hamper and waited for him to change into his pj's. He came out of the bathroom and saw Y/N sitting against his head board in his shirt with only her underwear on the bottom.
"Sorry about taking your shirt, but I didn't want to walk through everyone in the hall to get to my room."
He chuckles and slides into bed.
"It's alright. you look good in it."
She blushed and he turns to click the lamp off.
"You don't have to stay here you know? You can go back to the party." He says staring up at her from his pillow. She looks down and smiles.
"I want to be here, be with you. The party is lame anyway."
He nods and sighs while closing his eyes.
"Thank you."
"Anytime Barnes." She shuffles down into the covers and closes her eyes.

-Later that night-
She wakes to hear Bucky's soft sobs. Turning over and opening her eyes she looks over to see him sitting at the edge of the bed hunched over. She pulls off the covers and crawls over to him. He sniffles and lets out a sad sigh. Coming up behind him she taps his shoulder.
"Bucky? Are you okay?" She whispers and he turns to face her, his face was stained with tears and his eyes were red.
"Oh, Sweetheart." She leans forward and he embraces her into a tight hug. She rubs his back as he moves his head into the side of her neck. He calms down after a couple minutes and pulls away.
"What happened?" She asks holding his hand.
"I had a dream that something happened to you...that I did something to you." He lets out a shaky breath and looks away. Y/N moves his head back to face her.
"That would never happen. That isn't you anymore. You could never hurt me Bucky." She rubs his cheek and he stares into her eyes. Her eyes flip to his lips then back at his blue glassy eyes. Slowly leaning in she made sure he was okay with it before placing her lips onto his.

He shut his eyes and held onto her hand on his cheek as he deepened the kiss. Y/N moved closer and he pulled her onto his lap. Her hands brushed through his hair and tugged lightly making him hum and squeeze her hips. His movement making her grind onto him accidentally. She pulls back and lets out a gasp.
" I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."
He looks into her eyes, his now blown with lust.
"Do it again. Please."
She connects their lips and grinds down onto him again, he groans and stands up turning them around and placing her gently on the bed. Moving back he helps her take off his shirt on her and her bra throwing it to the side along with his shirt. He pecks small kisses down her exposed chest and stomach making her moan quietly. Coming back up he sucks on her neck gently and she hums wrapping her legs around his waist.
"Bucky, I want you."
He leans back and connects their eyes.
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. I've always wanted you..." She confesses and he smiles kissing her lips once before pulling down his pants and her panties.

Lining himself at her entrance he carefully enters her and they both let out a low moan.
"You feel so good Y/N..."
"Please move Bucky." She whines and he pulls his hips back before entering her once again.
"Oh god..." She moans and runs her hands through his hair. He leans down and kisses her as he moves in and out of her at the perfect pace. It wasn't rough but it wasn't slow, this wasn't a normal hookup. It meant something to him, to them and you could sense it. In the way he moves in and out of her, the way he kissed her gently and how she let out soft moans. How she laced her fingers into his hair pulling ever so slightly to give him pleasure too.
"You're so beautiful, Doll." He fastened his thrusts.
"I'm so close Bucky!" She cries out and he grunts as his hips connect with hers.
"Me too, Babydoll. Just hold on for me okay?"
She nods unable to speak from the pleasure. His thrust become more sloppy as seconds pass, his breaths becoming pants while he chases his high.
"Oh god! Please tell me you're there!" She moans and scratches his shoulders.
"I'm there. Go ahead and cum."
She lets out a choked moan and squeezes her walls around him as she comes. Her release triggering his making him moan quietly into her neck. He halts his movements and flops next to her. They catch their breath and clean each other up before laying back in bed. Bucky cuddled up to her chest and wrapped his arms around her, she hugged his shoulders and played with his hair.
"I love you Y/N." He whispered into her chest and she smiles down at him.
"I love you too Bucky." She kisses his head and he shuts his eyes to receive one of the best nights sleep he's ever had.

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i know it was long but thank you for reading, i greatly appreciate it<3

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