Marvel Imagines/Smuts

Help~Sam

🛑drug abuse/addiction🛑

Y/N was in love with Steve and he was in love with her. They were the golden couple in the compound. Everyone thought that nothing could ever happen to them...until Thanos. Y/N was snapped away and Steve spent 5 years without her. When he finally was able to get her snapped back he was worried she may have forgotten about him. Maybe it didn't work. Maybe she didn't love him anymore. But all those thoughts went away when he saw her run up to him and hug him, he dropped his dirty shield and squeezed her close.
"I missed you so much!" She cried.
"I missed you..." He held her and watched his team help everyone up after the battle.

After the fight and Tony's funeral they decided to put the stones back. Steve volunteered eagerly. Y/N was confused why he wanted to go do it rather than Sam or Bucky or hell even Scott. He comes out of the cabin in his quantum realm suit. But before he could leave he took Y/N away from the group to talk to her.
"Darlin, I'm gonna be gone for a while."
"You'll only be gone for a few seconds." She chuckles.
She sees his face droop and she puts her head down, immediately knowing what he means by it. He went back in time to get these stones, he was bound to bump into her again.
"You saw her. You want her back."
"Y/N-"
"Stop Steve." She holds back her tears and looks up at him.
"It's okay, I know she was your first love and I'll always be second. You live your life." She forces a smile and walks back to the group standing next to Sam
"You okay?"
She looks up at him and nods before watching Steve walk up to the platform.
"He chose her. He's not coming back." She says as he disappeared into the vortex, turning around she leaves them to say goodbye to their friend.
"Y/N I'm so sorry, I tried to stop him." Bucky tries to console her and she chuckles.
"He already made his mind Buck, no one was changing it." She rests her hand on his shoulder.
"I'll see you around. Come visit me whenever, you too Sam!" She shouts out and he waves bye.

-Flash Forward-
Bucky and Sam had been trying to capture Karli for weeks, trying to get any leads but it all ending in dead zones. They needed help and the only person they could think of was her. Knocking on her door they wait and listen to the locks come undone. The door opens and reveals a disheveled Y/N.
"Damn. What happened to you? You look like shit."
"Thanks Samuel. What do you two want?" She walks to her cabinet and pops two pills into her mouth. The two men look at each other before speaking.
"We need your help with this grip, Karli. You're the only one we thought of."
"Three musketeers back at it again." She laughed and sat then down to talk.

After a week they weren't closer to getting Karli to stop her charade. They come back from another loss of trying to catch Karli and notice Y/N on edge.
"You want to grab lunch?" Sam offers and she holds her hand out.
"Sure! One second." She rushes to her bathroom and curses. The two follow her as she runs to the kitchen and reaches behind the microwave, pulling a bag of white pills out.
"Woah, what the hell is that?" Sam asks.
"My medicine." She mumbled and opens the bag. He reaches out and grabs it.
"Hey! Give that back!" She goes to take it but he puts it behind his back.
"No way! What are these?"
She shakes her head and doesn't say anything.
"Sam, give them to me."
He opens the bag and shows bucky, the super soldier observes the pill before speaking.
"It's oxycodone." He sighs and Sam whips his head towards her.
"Oxy? Are you kidding me Y/N? What the hell!"
"Sam." Bucky touches his shoulder but he shrugs it off.
"No! What the hell are you taking these for?"
She looks up at the two and a tear falls.
"It's all I have. It makes me feel good...like he did." She whispers.

Sam puts his head down before clutching the baggie.
"Well this stops now."
He starts to walk to the bathroom.
"No! Sam please!" She runs and Bucky grabs her arm to pull her back.
"Y/N this is for your own good. Please let us help." He pleads in her ear.
"No!" She rips away and snags the bag of pills out of Sam's hands.
"This is all I have! Don't you get it? It's my only source of happiness!! He left me! He chose her!" Her breath shudders.
"I can't take the pain. I hate feeling it. Feeling like I wasn't good enough, like I was never truly loved by him. Please, don't take this from me."
Sam gets closer and holds the crying woman. She sobs into his chest and wraps her arms around him.
"Sweetheart, Steve was an idiot to leave you for some girl in the past. But he did love you."
She pulls back and scoffs.
"Yeah, he really showed it."
"I know it's hard and I am so sorry I didn't come and check on you. I could've prevented this."
"No Sam-"
"Yes. I could've. I just let you leave that day and never checked on you. I didn't help then but I'm going to help now." He reaches for the bag and she pulls away before her looking at him.
"It's okay Y/N. I'm here for you, forever."

She slowly hands him the pills and he brings her to the bathroom with him.
"You want to do it? Or me?" He asks.
"Both. I won't do it alone." She holds his hand and they both pour the pills into the toilet before he flushed it down. She let out a breath and walked out.
"I'm proud of you, Doll." Bucky says and smiles, giving her a hug.
"We're going to stay and help you out. Okay? We aren't going anywhere, I promise." Sam brushed her hair behind her ear and smiled.
"Thank you Sammy, you two Bucky."
The three hugged. That day was the start of the long and hard journey ahead of Y/N, but at least she had two people that would never leave her side.

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