Marvel Imagines/Smuts

Don't Look~Loki

*Long story ahead(sorry!!)*

You've lived in Asgard most of your life, but after Thor left to join The Avengers you decided to do the same. Living in New York for a while was new and exciting but you missed home. You especially missed Loki. Thor, Loki, and you were all childhood friends. You three would play all around the palace, have prank wars and wreak havoc when there were royal balls going on. Of course as you grew older you started to take a liking to Loki. He never seemed to care for you the way you did him but that didn't affect your perception of him in the slightest. Even when everyone around you called him a killer or a monster. You never saw what they saw, he was a kind gentle soul. After Loki invaded New York you were the only one to defend him. He was controlled by the mad titan but no one cared, he was a villain and that's all he'd ever be to them.

4 years after the Chitauri attacking, you and Thor wanted to take a trip back to Asgard for a few months. Walking into the palace you were shown your room. Your house wasn't far but since you would be spending a lot of your time with the boys you wanted to stay here. Entering the room you were once again filled with a happiness that you were missing for awhile. After unpacking you decided to take a walk around the kingdom. Walking past old spots where you and the princes used to play, it made you feel like a little kid again.

As night fell you came back to the castle to eat and get ready for bed. Tossing and turning in bed you couldn't get comfortable. You sit up and and walk out to your balcony, looking out to all of Asgard's beauty. All of a sudden you heard a noise. It sounded like...someone crying? You couldn't place where it was coming from so you left your room to investigate. As you reached the end of the hallway the noise became louder with every step. Stoping in front of Loki's door you open it slowly. As the door opens you see Loki, all blue, crying looking at himself in the stand up mirror. You've never seen him like this but for some reason you weren't afraid. You thought he looked lovely. You open the door wider and walk in. The floor made a creak as you stepped, making Loki snap his head towards your direction causing you to freeze.

"Get out!"
"Loki..."
"I SAID GET OUT!" He yells rushing to you. You step back slightly at his tone. He stops in his tracks seeing that he startled you.
"I'm- I'm sorry, forgive me I didn't mean to scare you..."
With that he changes back into his "normal" form.
"It's alright.." You reply.
"I didn't want you to see me that way. Like a... like a monster.." He says as he bows his head and starts to cry softly.
"Loki. Don't it's okay." You respond as you walk up to him reaching out to comfort him.
"No it's not!" He says harshly backing away to the wall.
"I hate myself, I'm a monster, I could hurt you!"
"No you're not!" You say desperately trying to make him stop hurting. You can see how sad he is and it breaks your heart.
"You won't hurt me." You say as you reach out to hug him again.
This time he lets you grab him. Melting into your arms with all of his sorrow. Sliding down to the floor. You sit there for a minute in silence before you speak.
"Loki all of those people who say these awful things about you are idiots." You say as you lift up his head.
"They don't know you like I do. They don't see the wonderful, deserving of love prince I see."
He looks into your eyes giving a weak, sad smile.

"Could you show me again..?" You ask referring to his Frost Giant form.
He slowly nods his head, trusting you fully. He transforms into his true self, not the one he has been made to take form of all these years. You look at his skin, cupping his face with two hands, feeling his beautiful cold skin, it was mesmerizing. Your eyes studied every inch of him that was exposed. You stop for a moment, looking deep into his eyes. You could see he was scared of you reacting badly, scared that you'd see the monster everyone else saw. But you didn't, in fact you saw something better. Your heart was filled with love for him, unknowingly you start to lean forward. As you two get closer you hoped he wouldn't pull back, you hoped he felt the same way. You wanted to show him how much you loved him, how much you loved every bit of him, to show him that he had nothing to be scared about, you gently place a kiss on his lips. It was passionate and slightly cold. Pulling away you saw his eyes filled with gratitude.
"I told you, I do not see you as a monster, you're beautiful.... I love you Loki." You say out loud instead of in your head. Embarrassed you look down at the floor.
Loki lifts your head with his finger under your chin and kisses you once more. This one however was full of love, rough but yet so soft. He pulls away and looks at you.
"I love you too darling."

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