Relinquished Destination (T.R.A.V.E.L SERIES # 2)

Chapter 29

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We woke up the next day late already. We did not stop last night, we did it a lot of times. Sabi niya kasi ay namiss niya daw ako. Jusko, Archer!

Pumunta na akong kusina para magluto ng brunch. Si Archer ay tulog pa, or so I thought because I felt warm hands wrapped on my waist while I'm cooking.

I also smelled his manly scent. Napatingin tuloy ako dito at di nga nagkamali ng makita itong nakaligo na. Sana alll!

Ako ay hindi pa. Napanguso tuloy ako dito pero agad nanlaki ang mata ko ng hinalikan niya ako.

He even gave me a smirk after seeing my shocked expression.

"Finish this, please." I told him kaya lumapit agad ito sa niluluto ko at siya na nagpatuloy. "I'll just take a shower."

Tumango naman siya kaya pumasok na akong banyo para maligo. Ng matapos ay nagpalit ako ng short at sleeveless top.

"You gave me a lot of kiss marks." Sabi ko dito ng makalapit sa mesang handa na.

"It looks sexy on you." He shrugged and gave me a smirk while looking at my neck and collarbone.

Napatigil ako sa pagkain ng maalala kong inubos niya pala lahat sa loob ko! Shit!

"Let's buy pills after this." Malambing kong sabi.

"Why?" Nagtataka nitong tanong habang nakatitig sa mata ko.

"You put all of it inside me." Nahihiyang sabi ko dito. Nakita ko naman ang pagseryoso ng mukha nito.

"So?"

I pouted and looked away.

"I don't want to have a baby yet." I said in a low voice. "I'm not ready for that role."

Natahimik ito. Ng lingunin ko ito ay nakatingin siya sa plato niya ng mariin, na parang may pinag iisipan ng malalim.

I gulped because of the sight of him. Is he mad? Ayaw niya bang uminom ako non?

I just can't have a baby right now, I know I'm not yet ready for it tapos masyado pa akong busy sa trabaho. I can't seem to think of having a baby.

Tapos we're also not married yet. I know he told me he's gonna marry me pero we're just new sa relationship na ito, hindi pa kami matagal. So it's hard thinking about building a family agad. I want a relationship that builds each other before marriage.

I want us to know each other well para walang sisihan pag natali na.

I don't want my kid to end up like me. Not that I'm gonna abandon her or him but I just don't want my baby to grow up in an incomplete family. Ayokong maramdaman niyang may pagkukulang sa pagkatao niya just because her or his parents didn't end up together.

It's scary thinking about it and I'm also feeling hurt by just the fact of thinking of me and Archer breaking up.

I'm sure of him already, kahit noon pa, dahil siya lang naman ang taong nagustuhan ko. Pero kasi, it's not that I'm doubting him, but I want assurance, too. Not just by words but with actions.

I also don't really want to have a family this early. It feels so surreal. It's hard to think about it pa. I just want to enjoy what we have muna ngayon.

"Okay," mahinahon nitong sabi.

Napakunot noo ako dahil medyo nakalimutan na ang pinag uusapan kanina dahil sa mga naiisip pero agad ko ring naalala ng makita ang reaksyon niya.

His sad smile made my heart ache.

"Babe," I called, napanguso ako.

Napakagat labi ako at napabuntong hininga. Is he that sure of me na he's thinking of building a family with me already?