Lost (Rainiamtor book 3)

dreamworld

POV Crystal

I have to say, I wasn't expecting the dream to be so weird, but if it runs off my messed up head then I guess it makes some sense, random towers and animals were scattered across the landscape, 'I should of checked what Charlie went through when Kyle attacked his mind,'  I wondered to myself.

I wasn't scared was what she would look like now, I had caused my fair share of life-changing and ending injuries, I regretted them sometimes. other times not so much. 

"Now where is Tsuki?" I thought aloud, looking about the landscape, I could just make out someone, Tsuki, she hadn't noticed me, not yet, and she didn't look good. the left side of her face was just bone, and her leg, it looked like it was ready to just fall off. "TSUKI!" I called, going towards her. 

Tsuki looked up, her remaining eye focused on me, she whispered something but I couldn't hear what.

I rushed towards Tsuki, "I'm so relieved to see you," I said happily. 

I looked down awkwardly, "Sorry I would of been here sooner but, Charlie wanted to make sure the dream stone would work first," I half mumbled.

Tsuki nodded. "I understand," she said, her remaining eye staring up at me, "And honestly... I'm glad it does," 

I looked back up at Tsuki, "so am I," I answered smiling again, "I was hoping to speak to you again at some point," 

Tsuki smiled, "Oh right!" she said, "Welcome to the dream world. It's... uh very unpredictable,"

my eyes caught the attention of something flying about behind Tsuki, "Yeah... I had noticed that," I said before turning back to look at Tsuki.

"So..." Tsuki said awkwardly, I felt she might have been avoiding wanting to talk bout what happened, "How have you been with your boyfriend? Razer sent me a letter a long time ago complaining about him," 

"Oh... good, we both happy he even helped me mail a letter, but I can see why Razer would complain, he can be a bit... well full of himself, a lot of the time," I answered.

Tsuki laughed a little, "You must really love him if you're able to tolerate that," she said.

"yeah...he does get on my nerves sometimes, but I don't think he releases he's doing it," I answered, staring absent-mindedly for a moment.

"Are you alright?" Tsuki asked me. 

I snapped back to her, "Oh...I'm fine, yeah fine... definitely," I lied quickly hoping I convinced her. 

Tsuki stared at me, her good eye felt as if it was piercing my soul, "You're lying," She said.

"Me? Lying? never...Okay maybe a little bit," I looked down ashamed about lying to her.

"If you don't want to," Tsuki said, "You don't have to tell me anything this is an open space, you're allowed to say anything," 

I sighed, "No, I should talk about it, the sanctuary was attacked by the undead, being led by Herobrine, my version of Herobrine, when we got there he had nearly killed Lyria, I...I unleashed everything I had on him, apparently atomizing him, but...but I... I've felt off since then," I explained.

Tsuki flinched, 'have I scared her?' I wondered.

"have you tried seeking help?" she asked. "I know it's hard when you're unable to control everything,"

I was caught in thought, "I don't know, I was raised to ignore weakness, to concentrate on one goal," I explained.

Tsuki gave a small smile. "And I was taught to believe that my magic made me evil,"