Lost (Rainiamtor book 3)

the last of ender dragon eggs

POV Charlie

"Razer," I called. 

Razer let out a sigh, "What do you want?" he asked.

"To say I'm sorry," I answered. 

"What?" Razer asked confused. 

"I'm sorry for being a self-obsessed asshole who forgot other people had feelings, who is so stupid that he's angered the only person who loved him, for making fun of you and making life here unbearably," I answered. 

Razer stood they in shock for a moment, "I hope you can forgive me, but I understand if you won't, I am not a good person, I'm an arrogant idiot who doesn't deserve anything I have, I always tried to be the good guy, but...but I failed to be a nice person," and I walked away.

Razer said something loud enough for me to hear, but the way my mind was so clouded that the whole world could have been screaming my name, calling for help, and I wouldn't of noticed, I walked into my room closing the door. 

I sat on the sofa, rolled up the sleeves of my coat, holding my sword in my hand, it was sharp. it seemed to shapen itself instead of me having to do it, I held the blade to my arm, "I could do it, end it all now, put everybody out of the misery of having to know me," at that moment, in that instance, I was ready to do it.

then there was a knocking at my door, light knocking, I put my sword on the table, and pulled my sleeves back down, "come in," I called, the door opened, and Shizuku walked in. "Oh hello Shizuku, how are you doing?" I asked her putting on a fake smile.

"I'm doing fine, I thought I would come and see you, it's been a while since we talked," Shizuku said, I pointing to the chair opposite me, and she sat down, "So today's my birthday," 

I looked at her, "Oh...umm Happy birthday then, sorry had I known I would have had a gift for you, I know what you like reading right? well, when Patrick retakes Frostbournes I'll let you pick a book from my personal collection," I leaned in close, "I've got some first editions of some rare books in there for you to choose from," I added.

"Charlie I overheard Sheila, you encountered someone controlling water on that last mission is that true?" Shizuku asked.

"If your sister heard me saying this she would likely kill me, but yes, the man called himself Tidal, but good news, he's not a water nymph, I got a scan of him with the sonic," I Said, "I compare him to you, and he is a lot more simpler then you, something I might be able to fight,"

"How?" She asked. 

I didn't have a chance to answer when the door opened again, "Charlie war room now!" a very worried Azura said.

"What's wrong?" I asked jumping from my seat. 

"Our equipment picked up a temporal anomaly, the Controller is going something with time," Azura explained, "Patrick already got a few of the others, waiting for us," 

in  the war room, Andrew, Meeps, Razer, Nina, Jun, Ember, Rain, Ciara, Abigail and Moon were there, "We've got a location, a few hours from here, good thing, as well considering most of the group is away," 

"Wait who's not here?" I asked. 

"Stella, Crystal, Lance, Ceris, Gwendoly, Damian and Kyle have gone to the witches coven, to check it out, Crystal had some misgivings about it," Patrick explained. 

"Well, what a bad time to leave," I mumbled.

"Azura, Charlie I'm putting you two in charge, I know you both have a good understanding of time travel and how that shit works, NOW MOVE WE DON'T HAVE TIME!"