𝕊𝕒𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕓𝕪 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 ♡

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Colby: i miss you [2:03am]

Colby : I can't do this without you [8:16am]

Colby: fuck you for leaving me behind [8:17am]

In which colby grieves in the only way he knows how. With a little bit of anger, a lot of hurt, and a lot more double texting.

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Sam Golbach took his own life exactly 24 hours ago. Colby can't cope with the pain. He doesn't want to believe it's true, that his bestfriend was suffering so deeply he chose death instead of him. Colby doesn't want to believe, but he learns too.

Colby: Sam please answer me

Colby: god fuck Sam. Everyone's saying your dead

Colby: Sam answer me!

Colby: your a fucking liar! You told me everything was going to be ok

Colby: Sam please.... I can't do this without you

Colby: Ill never forgive you [4:13am]

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Colby: i hate you

Colby: you just had to do it huh. I hope your happy. Hope it was everything you thought it would be you damn coward.

Colby: I didn't mean that

Colby: Sam I'm so sorry

Colby: please come back

Colby: please

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Colby: if I'm being honest I want to die

Colby: I can't do this without you

Colby: there is no future for me without you

Colby: if I beg will you come back?

Colby: I can't face your mom

Colby: I can't face anyone without thinking it was my fault

Colby: I'm so fucking sorry Sam

Colby: I should of been there

Colby: did I have anything to do with it?

Colby: I can't do this without you...

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Colby: I went to your funeral today.

Colby: ....typing that really hurt.

Colby: I keep thinking you're going to pop up next to me.

Colby: There were so many people. You would have hated it. You never liked crowds.

Colby: They wanted me to... give a speech.

Colby: I tried. I really did. I walked up on stage and everything.

Colby: ...I stood there bawling for ten minutes until my knees collapsed. Elton and Corey had to drag me away.

Colby: I've bern in the bsthroom since thrn.

Colby: It frels so enpty.

Colby: I'm so sorry.

Colby: I'm sp sorry, Sam.

Colby: I'm so skrry, um sk sorry, il si sorry, plrswe cikme back.

Colby: Cpne bsck.