𝕊𝕒𝕕 𝕤𝕠𝕝𝕓𝕪 𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕥𝕤 ♡

Poem for my lover

This is awful I'm so sorry.🙈 I'll write something better tomorrow. :(

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Diary entry 1
Sam golbach
10-22-19

The way you look at him is so passionate and meaningful, the way your big eyes brighten as your pupils expand in a trance of pure love and meaning. The small crinkles of your lids when your smile Reaches your ocean orbs Lores and holds more meaning then ever said before.

Your eyes are like rays of sun shine shaping ones day on a rainy night, yours eyes are like those of needles once's clicking together in art to form a knitted piece just to undo it the next day. Ocean waves ripple through the unfaithful faith of your iris, it's color like no other.

When you close your eyes just for them to flutter back open in a wave of those I can't help but get lost in, I fall at my knees and pray that your eyes hold on mine, but they don't. They wonder and crash into his leaving me broken under your gaze, a feather in your pon. I wished that you'd spare a glance at me the way you did him, make me feel the butterfly's he gets when you're soft but dangerous orbs observe and absorb him like he is water on a desert.

Your face scrunches in delight when you speck him in your view, to me you only glance on by. Like I'm nothing but a blur in your existence.

The way you used to touch me sent my body ablaze, the Patton silk of your fingers made my body shrivel at your comply. I vowed to be yours, to be more then a game you played when you were little but forgotten when the next came along. I vowed to be more then a penny you found on the ground or a three leave clover surrounded by four.

Your lips Incase's me in your will and trapped me in your arms were my consent wasn't given, because you already owned it. All of me was yours and now all of me means nothing. Don't you see me, see me crying when I scream in pain just down the hall? I wouldn't blame you if you didn't, not all screams are loud, mine are silenced.

My body was molded and formed to fit within your hands but when you threw me out like a stale apple core I melted into wax crumbling and breaking off into fragile pieces thrown about in your cave you call a heart.

You touch him and make him laugh in ways you never did me, and I can tell by the way you look at him that you love him. Because you used to look at me that way, but now all I am is broken glass, and your the window seal still holding together.

But don't fret when I'm gone, glass always gets replaced, the seal always stays, stays just to wait for the glass to break again.

I love you colby, but my love wasn't enough to hold our breathtaking view. 

The view of your eyes fighting the urges to look at him any longer, a view we're you are all mine and I am all yours, beyond a broken window seal.